tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89752212011-04-21T14:42:37.376-07:00yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.comBlogger2051100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1160470046315792732006-10-10T16:43:00.000-07:002006-10-10T01:47:26.330-07:00now that exams are over, no more excuses not to update... people have been telling me that i havent been updating e blog... it's literally dead... lol... especially joleen, who have been constantly reminding me that the last entry was on the 31st aug...<br /><br />honestly, i feel like shutting down the blog... but not now... anyway, it was my last paper this morning... and im like, so relieved! but there's one more for me on the 31st oct... lol... dont feel like taking anymore exams this year...<br /><br />wanna buy rain's album... joleen commented that im not a very wise spender... well, probably not something i can change immediately... heh! in defence, i would also like to say that i havent been really spending for more than a month! almost just as long as my online life laid dormant!<br /><br />shall stop here then... :D:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-116047004631579273?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1157014726253940572006-08-31T17:00:00.000-07:002006-08-31T01:58:46.266-07:00미안해요! i havent been online these days... partly cos i was lazy and have other involvements... hmm... it's teacher's day celebration today, and it's kinda great cos school hours are short... met up with hwee ee this afternoon, and had lunch... actually wanted to go back to tnps but... we didnt have enough time... besides, mrs teo's on maternity leave again... she just had her 2nd boy on the 20th aug,...! congrats :D:D<br /><br />actually going to malaysia for a few days... but it's cancelled... cos of some problems,... and i guess i'll be chionging for the exams... since the report card kinda blew my mind...<br /><br />will still be having CO on sat... haiz... suddenly feel so lazy... hehe.. im in total holiday mood... :P:P anyone have the power to motivate me now?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115701472625394057?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1155818596521899352006-08-17T20:40:00.000-07:002006-08-17T05:43:16.626-07:00my bro's teachers made a home visit today... and it's about his inappropriate behavior in school... it's kinda bad... i really hope that my bro can change, but who knows what he's thinking? he cant speak to us, or relate to us in any ways, and im really afraid that i cant reach out to him to help him...<br /><br />but it's only because of this visit when i realize that my brother is so special. he's nothing close to a freak, nor is he a burden to me... he's the most innocent (well, almost, except for certain things he do) person i know... in fact, he's an angel. because of him, i understood more about people like him, and i learn to love and care for the IDs... they have feelings, they have emotions too and i cant understand why people give unapproving stares at them... it's totally unfair! they are just special. unique in their own ways too. they are where we learn the most basic of loving and caring for others.<br /><br />remember the last time he pooed in his pants and i had to wash it for him, i thought i was angry. but thinking back, i was more of sad. i realized that though im his sister, i cant do anything to let him learn.<br /><br />he's my brother, so special, an angel. and i love him :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115581859652189935?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1155556084453289512006-08-14T19:45:00.000-07:002006-08-14T04:48:04.466-07:00nothing much these days...<br />just bout sat night... went to watch planetshakers concert... was kinda awesome... but hwee ee hurt herself during the concert and torn a ligament... apparently she was too excited to care that much and continued jumping and all that... i cant stop her... and i kinda regretted not making her go back to the seat... now she has to use a crutch... :(<br /><br />and ive been meaning to type in something but i dont think it's something really worth mentioning... nvm!<br /><br />but i bought a pretty volkswagon model at the expo! simply love it... i dont know why but i suddenly grow to love these stuffs! i wanted to buy the ship too.. but it's too ex... such a pity...<br /><br />I WANNA BUY "EDWARD SCISSORHANDS" AND "SLEEPY HOLLOW"! omg! ive asked june to pop by HMV to help me get them, but she cant confrm with me whether she'll really be going... i cant wait to get them! from some quotes from edward scissorhands, it's like, i realized that edward is really innocent and i really cant help feeling unjust about the way he is treated-- just because of his scissorhands... but i watched the show and i remember crying buckets over it... it's s touching... johnny depp rocks la! he act very well! :D like him loads :D:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115555608445328951?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1155128530735775212006-08-09T21:00:00.000-07:002006-08-09T06:02:10.786-07:00im so crazy over out of reach la!<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">"out of reach"</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">knew the signs</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">wasnt right</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i was stupid for a while</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">swept away by you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">and now i feel like a fool</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so confused</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">my heart's bruised</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">was i ever loved by you</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">, so far</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i never had your heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">couldnt see</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">we were never</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">meant to be</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">catch myself</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">from despair</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i could drown</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">if i stay here</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">keeping busy everyday</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i know i will be ok</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">but i was</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so confused</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">my heart's bruised</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">was i ever loved by you?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">, so far</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i never had your heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">couldn't see</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">we were never</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">meant to be</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so much hurt,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so much pain</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">takes a while</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">to regain</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">what is lost inside</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">and i hope that in time,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">you'll be </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> my mind</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">and i'll be over you </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">but now i'm</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so confused,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">my heart's bruised</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">was i ever loved by you?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" ><br />out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so far</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i never had your heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">couldn't see</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">we were never</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">meant to be</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >of</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">so far</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">you never gave your heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">in my </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >reach</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">, i can see</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">there's a life </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" >out</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> there</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">for me<br /><br />happy birthday, singapore! :D *muacks*<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115512853073577521?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1155033560206778112006-08-08T18:36:00.000-07:002006-08-08T03:39:20.236-07:00the thing bout yesterday is over, and today is fiesta... didnt look forward to it actually, dreaded going to school cos i thought it would be some lousy time spent unnecessarily... but things changed my opinion lors... lol...<br /><br />the concert was kinda ok... joel was so POWER! lol... and dizi wad good too lors... :D<br /><br />and fiesta... didnt spend much... i bought a balloon and apparently it flew away when i was playing with crapplez... we tied our shoelaces together and walked from the quadrangle to joleen's classroom... people stared but we didnt care... we were just concentrating on the thing we're doing and make sure we dont fall... jiasui was our cameraman... i dunno la... the whole fiesta was kinda wasted cos we were minding out own business doing our own things, having our own fun... but i really had a great time!<br /><br />erm,... went eating with joleen and lweiting... da bao at lunched at the playground, chatting and all that... headed to tm and cs after that... and i just popped by sembawang to ask if they have 'sleepy hollow' and 'edward scissorhands' vcd... they dont! but the guy was so kind to say that he'll try to help me order! unlike the wadever-the-shop's-called shop, they dont even bother... but no matter if i get it from sebawang, i still appreciate their effort lors!<br />hopefully i can get the 2 vcds... ive been searching for it like mad all town...!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115503356020677811?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1154948989841262592006-08-07T19:06:00.000-07:002006-08-07T04:09:49.856-07:00well, it's nothing much these days, except for an unpleasant incident that took place on saturday night... i was so damn mad and upset over it la! and esp cos im alone with my bro at home, i felt very helpless lors... and i called up some of my friends for help... i knew hwee ee was busy at the concert's but i was just trying my luck... she didnt pick up and i called joleen.. same thing... and then fengsheng... he just said he was busy and said can talk though sms... but when i smsed him, he didnt respond to it lors...<br /><br />the memories of the previous quarrel's still fresh in my mind, but i cant help but feel upset and disappointed with fengsheng lors... for leaving me when i need help the most... maybe i'm not being a considerate and understanding friend, but i just cant help feeling so... he knows about my situation, yet he didnt try to respond to my calls of help... though hwee ee was busy, she still called back to ask me what was up while fengsheng didnt even ask about it the day after or anything...<br /><br />i dunno... im in a mess now...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115494898984126259?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1154605923710534642006-08-03T19:50:00.000-07:002006-08-03T04:52:03.733-07:00actually wanted to blog the day before yesterday... just to vent about how sick and tired i was about a friend from primary school... i dont know, but i'm just upset with her... like, since long time ago, and she was never sensitive enough to realize it... and she used to be my best friend in primary school... she forgot my birthday [not that im bent on her remembering it, but come on! she was my best friend!] , and wanted me to go to her birthday party...<br /><br />blah, wadever... tmr will be my history test and make-up for the english common test compo... im like dreading english la! normal lesson's ok, but not when there's compo! i dunno,... i just hate writing compo in class-- no juice. history... ive been preparing, and im still not sure if ive got everything into my head yet... i revise almost 4 times a week for history [yes, i know im hardworking, thank you! but that only applies to history] and chionging for the test now seem as if nothing new is getting into me... and that's an insecurity!<br /><br />and im so obsessed with bridget jones! recently, i would just spare a few hours to watch both pt 1 and 2 together! haha... it's so... FUNNY! haha... and colin firth is totally... wow! haha... though depp is still much more charming... ;) heh!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115460592371053464?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1154000889837091542006-07-27T19:45:00.000-07:002006-07-27T04:48:09.856-07:00yays! i got my cello back yesterday! almost fainted on the spot when my teacher called to tell me he broke my c-string days ago... and he bought another set of strings for me to change... apparently the d-string snapped but it was still long enough to be wound up... and the tone of the sound produced was like, wow wow! super warm and rich... but the a-string... was kinda squeeky... guess i'll have to adapt and counter that... i love my cello! and cello no. 04!<br /><br />and... today's kinda boring, actually... especially so cos my mum cooked herbal tea... urgh! it's not that it's horrible or anything, but i just dislike it... and she made me drink a whole BIG bowl of it... eewww... cant bring myself to think bout it anymore...<br /><br />nothing else.. end here-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115400088983709154?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1153830136055510782006-07-25T20:21:00.000-07:002006-07-25T05:22:16.080-07:00collected my contacts just now... boy, i was having a hell putting on the soft lenses... it's so different compared to the hard lenses i used to use... it kept flopping out onto my finger... but soon got the hang of it... :D it's so~ comfortable finally clear vision after 2 years of my laziness to buy, to wear contacts and unwillingness to wear my specs... hwee ee was there with me, and guess how freaked out she was!<br /><br />and speaking of that... cos i'll be meeting her on every tuesday, and today the chem crystal growing thingy overshot, i was rushing to get done and over with so that i can go to meet her... but i kinda regretted for rushing cos i broke a thermometer cos of that... and cant find the mercury... im quite stunned/frightened/shocked cos that was the first time i broke something in the lab! and i had to pay $2 for that... urgh!<br /><br />and hwee ee forgot to hand in her wb, so i went to her school with her... and i felt so odd! east springians everywhere and suddenly a blue-coloured person popping in their school...<br />but i forgot my clipboard too... all my homework in there so i got weiting to pass it to me at the gates... thank you, weiting! :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115383013605551078?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1153738900259239732006-07-24T19:00:00.000-07:002006-07-24T04:01:40.273-07:00today was ok, considering the fact that i skipped english [and the compo test] for the health check, and get done over with social studies... well, bout the health check, FBT thing is still 3degree... hope it can go back to normal?<br /><br />and tmr's another hellish day... chem valency test... remember the last time when i failed miserably... urgh! dont even wanna recall... i dont know why, i just suddenly lose interest in studies... i dont wanna sit in the classroom all day facing the boring teachers... i'd rather be in the cd shelter for a whole week with my cello w/o leaving than to sit a day in classroom! i just dread thinking of maths especially... but i hope this feeling will go away soon... cos it's making me slack. it's not doing me any good, and studying or not is not a course for me to change...<br /><br />and it's about my grandfather... i find myself having problems communicating with him... i didnt show my frustrations to him, but im really struggling inside... i dont wanna listen to him talking about those f***ing relatives of mine [of course, the singapore ones], nor do i give a damn about what's going on in their lives... can he just stop talking bout them in front of me? he dislike people talking bad bout his children infront of him, so be it. i dont speak ill of them in front of him... can he just respect me and stop blabbering bout them when he knows that i dislike them? and it's some habit that he have... he would burp in between sentences when we talk... and personally, i hate it when people burp in my face... no matter at the table or when we're talking... it's like omg! what the heck is wrong with me these days?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115373890025923973?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1153642297590884482006-07-23T16:10:00.000-07:002006-07-23T01:11:37.603-07:00havent gotten e contacts... i'll be lying if i were to say im not pissed by that. but hey, i'll still get it by the end of the day, right? so perhaps it can straighten out some upsetting thoughts... anyway, other than from huiling, i bought another box of 1day acuvue moist from spec hut recently since ive got the voucher... figured that it's quite convenient too... getting it on either tues or wed...<br /><br />and omg! i was chosen as sl of cello! *faint* well, i'll just jiayou for that... i'll adapt and i believe that that will inspire me to do better for cello...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115364229759088448?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1153314170586022452006-07-19T21:01:00.000-07:002006-07-19T06:02:50.603-07:00buying contact lens from huiling's cousin...it's like, two years ago since i used contact lens, and this time im not telling my mum =X... and honestly, i scared... that i lose touch with it and end up with some probs with my eyes... i practically cant remember the way i removed the lens la! but heck, since i can do it in the past, why cant i now? [i hope]... anyway, im so surprised that im finding it a thrill to have contacts now... hmm... maybe it's because im keeping it from my mum...<br /><br />and i dread thinking bout friday! why? i gonna bring the cello to school! imagine how BIG that thing is? and esp when no one will be bringing things to school that day, i'll be so damn obvious in the crowd! omg... will they allow me to stop by the classroom to put it in before going for the flag raising?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115331417058602245?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1152616342371215262006-07-11T19:10:00.000-07:002006-07-11T04:12:22.406-07:00EUREKA!<br /><br />ive GOT IT!<br /><br />ive got PIRATES II tickets! omg! so happy! muahahahaha!<br /><br />johnny depp here i come! :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115261634237121526?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1152441352807826312006-07-09T18:34:00.000-07:002006-07-09T03:35:52.820-07:00one thing: JOHNNY DEPP'S so so so so so so very HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT! lol! one of my fav actors! it's quite some time i caught his shows! im so glad i watched sleepy hollow again last night! <strong>HE'S JUST TOO HOT!</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115244135280782631?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1152363338096442762006-07-08T08:53:00.000-07:002006-07-08T05:55:38.130-07:00dang! i hit the snooze too many times this morning! missed the jog! next week ba! i <strong>must</strong> have that jog... and went out for breakfast with hwee ee... =) heh! she's so sweet! wake up in the morning to have breakfast with me! lol... one of the many reasons i love her!<br /><br />CO... conductor talked <strong>alot</strong>... but cant deny wad he said was kinda true... now that e seniors left, we really have to pull up our socks! initially after e prac wanna go for lunch with fusheng and company... but ended up deciding against it... im sorry, fusheng! last min ps him!<br /><br />just got home when joleen sms asking me to accompany her to trim her hair and shape eyebrow... of course, i went! and it was like, wow... super duper natural! and i had my eyebrow shaped too! lol... i can t deny that i love that place! the hairdresser's great, and so is the beautician! lol... :D<br /><br />went to the reservior with joleen after that... really had a great time there... we sat there chatting for like, 1-2 hours? it's like, so~ nice...! the place brings back memories! memories of ytq, of sec 2 life, and many other laughter! the place is like, a place for me to store my happy memories in! :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115236333809644276?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1152274062665894702006-07-07T20:05:00.000-07:002006-07-07T05:07:42.680-07:00omg! im so determined! tomorrow'll be having CO orc prac, and i'm so determined to have a morning jog before going for that! but too bad ive got no mp3!<br /><br />speaking of that, im thinking of a 'war communism' for my allowance! lol... im saving up! i wanna pia during the year-end! i wanna buy mp3! i wanna buy many many many other things! lol!<br /><br />and tomorrow... student learning fes... it's kinda fun! enjoyed myself... it's quite some time since i had a hearty laugh! lol... after e slf, we[crapplez+e 3 of us] went to cs xiao bei for lunch... lol... js accidentally had some spicy chicken wings and her expressions were like, so funny..! :)<br /><br />went to the mrt place there.. dunno how to describe it.. but it's near huiling's hse... joleen and huiting were learning dance, and the rest of us watched... lol... so HOT sia! haha... too bad we cant watch their actual performance! :(<br /><br />end here! b!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115227406266589470?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1151670921312723652006-06-30T20:34:00.000-07:002006-06-30T05:35:21.340-07:00omg! i was watching Montana Skies' video last night, and i was totally awed! Jenn Adams is so~ pro! damn it! my new IDOL! model couple! Johnathan Adams: my guitar inspiration, Jennifer Adams: my cello motivation! omg! i think i'll go crazy anytime and just rush down to HMV to stock up their prev albums! lol! they're GOOD!<br /><br />and my O lvl chinese oral coming up soon! and that's such a rush! i found myself still asking my friend when the oral will be during the school holidays... and *poof* the teacher sent the date or the exam splat right into my face! 13th july.... just a day before it's a friday... [if im not wrong..]<br /><br />Charmed's back! it's finally back! haha! i love that show! last time, it was either it was too late, or it just so conveniently clashed with my guitar lesson... what luck?! now it's back, at the best time i can ever have... [or is it? i have to sacrifice some time spent on com]<br /><br />nth to say-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115167092131272365?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1151584204636566092006-06-29T20:26:00.000-07:002006-06-29T05:30:04.663-07:00im in a damn bad mood since i got home... not that anyone have offended me, but it's just my father... for the past few days, my dad havent been working cos he's <em>sick</em>... and it's quite convenient cos i was having apex pracs from monday till yesterday [though i didnt go for some], so i got to go home later... but mum told me that he'll be working today, and i thought of going home early to revise or something, only to see his bloody stinking face... im dying if this goes on... i cant stand the sight of him! put it simply, he disgusts me... i hate eating with him, i hate sitting near him, i even hate living with him...<br />eating: he BURPS so loudly that it is impossible for me to not hear while eating w/o covering his mouth[and not even saying 'excuse me'] and when he gets food or soup, he's like washing his filled-with-food-and-saliva spoon in it! it really makes me lose all the appetite...<br />sitting with him: he talk too much, make too many comments and those are really offensive ones...<br />living with him: i have to put up with his stinking temper and all that... when he flares up with me, i'll just walk away... but he always complains that i always lock myself in my room when he lectures or nag at me... what he expect me to do? that damn old man! do i just stand there to let him humiliate, to destroy my self-esteem?<br />i hate him! bleah!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115158420463656609?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150718363571746192006-06-19T19:56:00.000-07:002006-06-19T04:59:23.600-07:00heys! i went for a hair cut! :D and im just so happy bout it... ive been wanting to go for that haircut since last month and ive finally gone for it..! and ive been doing homework the whole afternoon... and it's so stressful to see that you've done so much, and yet you're still left with a whole pile of work undone... :( argh! cut me some slack! and r2`05/r3`06 are having chalet... and i cant go! too broke for all that... :(<br /><br />and i think the phone bill will bring my wallet another great depression... ive been sms-ing my cousins a lot, and i think i'll be so dead when the bill comes... SAVE ME! omg... last night i was sms-ing zhonghong, and gee whiz... i cant stop laughing when i talk to him or something... he's so funny... and he promised to bring me out the next time i go back...<br /><br />prac cello this evening, and that made me feel worse... who/wad am i to blame? me or the cello? i dont play as well as before, but the cello bridge really sucks! hmmm.. :( jiayou ba! suddenly so high over humoreques... :D i can make it! i'll prac till i perfect it!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115071836357174619?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150632930392312172006-06-18T20:17:00.000-07:002006-06-18T05:15:30.406-07:00今天哪。。。 不太好。。 满难过的一天。。！ 突然觉得跟我妈相处得很辛苦！ 我们的思想几乎似乎都不一样，好多东西不能看对眼，而且我也很清楚她不会为我而改变。。 我不知道她到底有没有想过我的感受，也不懂她在想啥。。。 天呐。。 之前认为我妈就是上天对我的一种恩赐，能让不依靠，让我相信不管什么情况下都不会伤害我的一个人。。怎么突然间一切都被带走了？ 她再也不能让我像之前那么依赖，谈心事。 不是我不告诉她，而是她有时真的让我对她失望。。 曾经可以用生命担保他不会伤害我，。。 现在。。好难哦。。 她每次说一些损我自尊心的话，让我对自己完全失去自信。。。 我真的不知道我该怎样继续跟她生活下去。。<br /><br />有时是满想告诉她她的所作所为很令我心酸，难过。。。 可是，她会在乎吗？ 这种话又不是没跟她说过。。 我不想看到她，不想再跟她吵了。。 不想看到她的脸色，不想被她伤害了。。 我只想要像以前酱。难过时去跟她谈心，开心时和她分享喜悦。。<br /><br />现在跟她一起很累。。。 真得很累。。。 总是我退让，总是我包容。 我真的累垮了。。 我不要这样的生活。。 想要跟珂杏和珂吟谈，但又想到电话单的问题。。。 有时不是每样东西都能跟朋友说。。 怕到头来变成他们的累赘。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115063293039231217?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150548619662572192006-06-17T20:48:00.000-07:002006-06-17T05:50:19.700-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"><em>HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHEN ZONG!!!</em></span><br />went out with hwee ee today to simei starbucks to study... had breakfast/lunch at bk, and shop around for awhile before settling at starbucks for the serious work... :) had the maths done... now im left with chinese... :D<br /><br />im really 'back-to-the-start'... hwee ee's tuition timings and all that are quite inconvenient for me.. when i thought of wanting individual tuition... but hwee ee says her tutor no longer teach individual lessons oredi... :(<br /><br />anywae, went to popular and all that after doing homework... lol... and after that went back home... and the worst thing happened! when i alighted at the bus stop at my place, my shoe spoiled... i mean, the strap broke and i had to walk home bare footed... -_- what luck... and some people were looking at me like im some kinda freak... wad the hell?<br /><br />and i still wanna say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHEN ZONG!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115054861966257219?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150374979119220242006-06-15T20:34:00.000-07:002006-06-15T05:36:19.140-07:00went out with june today and i've gotta admit, it was surprisingly great! lol... we went to orchard, and headed to sakae for lunch before going to borders to look around.. june promised to help me draw something real cool, and im really looking forward to it! [she went to some art shop to buy canvas and oil pastel to draw!] and after borders, we went to heerens to look around and we took neoprints... it's quite some time since we took neoprints together... and looked around at jeremy's shop... walked around hmv after that... i tell you, I WENT MAD there! haha... i bought 2 cds... and it's hell-expensive! lol... but i really think it's worth it! one of it is yo-yo ma's cd, and i've been wanting that cd for quite sometime... lol! june had to drag me out of that shop before i buy more, moRE, MORE!!! haha<br /><br />went to spinelli's after that and chat quite alot... violin to cello, ourselves to people around us, heaven to hell... heh... it's been ages since we were able to talk like that... in the past when we go out, i used to feel upset about the whole thing and didnt even feel like talking to her... but now, i think she's quite alright...<br /><br />after that, we went to taka to shop around and she bought canvas and oil pastels there... :D and to the toy shop next and guess wad?! i bought a musical handicraft[the entertainer]! but it's bloody expensive... paid for the wooden box too, but it wasnt in stock, so it was reserved... damn, talk about that... 15mins later, after june and i left orchard, the person called to tell me that the box just got delivered there and ask if i could pick it up! GGGRRRRRRRR! but have to wait till next week before i could go get it... june will be going with me again...<br /><br />anyway, im still high bout today... :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115037497911922024?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150277102609058242006-06-14T17:24:00.000-07:002006-06-14T02:25:03.860-07:00accompanied my mum to endoscopy today... we both overslept and we were left with like, 10 mins to prepare and leave the house... imagine i still have to put on some make up just because of the need for <em>'responsible adult company'</em> or the endoscopy will be postponed... but luckily im fast... ;)<br /><br />we got there like, at 0800... and waited like mad before we were brought to the ward where we wait for my mum's turn... and it turned out that there was only one doctor and there's five patients... not to mention that the doctor had to attend to an emergency case before proceeding to my mum's case... it's like, we waited since 0830 till 1245... was so pissed... my mum was fuming...! haha and only till den when i went for my breakfast, or rather lunch... and i feel so sorry towards harris... i mean like, i promised him lunch but couldnt make it... haiz... sorry!<br /><br />waited till 1330, the op was done and we were only allowed to leave 2 hours later... lol... waste of time... all thanks to that doc... but cant really blame him anyway... no one wanted that to happen and i hope the person admitted for emergency case is ok...<br /><br />later be going for guitar lesson... slack la... i really dont feel like going for guitar today... and i have a 'mission' tonight... re: ah fang... i really worry of how to tell her *something* and how she'll react to it... i dont even know wad approach i should use to break the news to her cos i dont really undestand her inside-out... but in any ways, i hope i can deliver her the news in a way that it wun hurt her too much... wish me good luck! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115027710260905824?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150195195910857422006-06-13T18:36:00.000-07:002006-06-13T03:39:56.306-07:00initially going swimming with june and maybe jas... but in the end, it ended up that june ps me, simply saying that jas' not free... she was the one who asked me out, and she was the one who cancelled it... but wadever... it'll be worse if i went with her...<br /><br />and anyway, with the swimming thing cancelled, i cant make myself do any homework or stuffs... im <em>so</em> <strong>lazy</strong><em>...<strong> </strong></em>and no, i cant help it... that's just me...<br /><br />and im so missing my cousins... im still trying to fill the void within me... im feeling totally empty after they left. im good these days but im still living in the memories of times when my cousins were still here... i still cant walk out of it. i really miss them. terribly. i still think of the nights we spent watching mr bean late till the night, laughing out heads off, when i see the mr bean bear zhen zong gave me. i still think of the shopping trips we had and the jokes we told each other and many small details when i step out of the house. i still think of the time when zhen zong and i chatted throughout the whole night till 7 the next morning when im in my room. how can i not, when they're a big part of my life? i miss them, and i look forward to their next visit... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115019519591085742?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1150007674111168302006-06-11T14:37:00.000-07:002006-06-10T23:34:34.126-07:00zhen zong and ah fang went back to malaysia on friday... i feel so damn upset over it la... i never wanted them to leave... but at least we had fond memories while they were here.. they came on monday, tuesday the concert... i was so damn touched that they came down just to watch it... i really owe them a whole lot for the support and encouragements... esp to zhen zong. the concert was great... but i was just so pissed that the mic had to be hovering just above me on that day... but anyway, went to mac with yenling, zhen zong, ah fang and my mum for a late dinner [11pm] and was laughing and talking all the way... couldnt really sleep that night, and we talked till 2am...<br /><br />wednesday, we went to causeway point and i bought zhen zong birthday present... and also some stuffs for hwee ee... =) and we kept going to ice lemon tee... nothing special there, but we just kept going in... and zhen zong bought me e mr bean bear... haha! so cute lors... we were playing with that for the next few days like some silly kids... after that yenling went back... sadded... but we cont to shop and went back at like, 7? completely broke... watched mr bean at night! hah!<br /><br />went to orchard the next day... had lunch at delifrance... and barely died there... we thought we had not enough money... haha... but luckily it's enough for us to walk out of there... ah fang was the luckiest... she didnt have to pay for anything... lol... sick of orchard soon and went to bishan junc.8... my first time there and it was fun! we went into almost every shop and bought loads of stuffs there... went into christafori and zhen zong had a piano show... he's good man! lol... and after that to sembawang and zhen zong bought richard clayderman's cd... den went back after that... zhen zong and ah fang kept suan-ing me about the cockroach incident that happened in the morning and at the gift a name shop... that night watched mr bean again... lol! and ah fang slept earlier... after watching, zhen zong and i still cant sleep and we chat throughout the whole night till 7 the next morning...<br /><br />they left at around 3 on friday, and i was totally sadded... luckily hwee ee was there for me... she always figure how to push my buttons right... thanks, girl! but i still miss them even till now... the whole room is so quiet suddenly... no more those laughter late into the night, no gossiping and chatting about everything in the world... i'll miss all that<br /><br />and now i owe zhen zong a meal! must remember.. haha.. to fengsheng too! happy birthday, bud!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-115000767411116830?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1149349746042371972006-06-03T23:49:00.000-07:002006-06-10T23:11:03.100-07:00hey! i bought the CO concert attire... and seniors/huiling helped me borrow blazer from yan yin... omg... so thankful... it's like, today there's still CO prac... im lucky that my dad was still around when i woke up cos it was quite late... [or was it?] and he drove me to school... i cant imagine taking the bus with the cello... that's something i dread quite a lot... and well, about the prac was still ok... =) one of the best ba... at least the conductor spoke less...<br /><br />lunch at pasta mania with fusheng huiling jun yan yun guan and bernard... den actually huiling and i were gonna get the tops and bottoms together, but end up the whole group of us went together... lol... the bottoms was easy to get... this fash. lol... it's so damn cheap, i tell you... lol<br /><br />den the tops... we went metro, isetan, this fash, g2000... and couldnt really find a cheaper one... and ended up with a $40 blouse... but i kinda like it after buying... the more i look at it the more pleasant it seem... haha... huiling's right... since i got the pants at a steal, why get stingy over the blouse? hehe...<br /><br />and my mum is so pms... she havent spoken to me nicely ever since <em>that</em> incident... is she petty or what? ive already say like, try to forget about it, talk myself into thinking that she didnt mean what she say, what else does she want?<br /><br />but anyway, it's such a pity hwee ee couldnt watch the concert... ive always been thinking of asking her when i get to perform in one... haiz... maybe if there's a next time...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114934974604237197?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1149225481055356612006-06-02T13:16:00.000-07:002006-06-01T22:18:02.250-07:00yay! im in for the concert! i'm like so damn happy! omg... i've been prac-ing for like almost 7 or 8 hours a day and it's like, paid-off! lol... my mother's prob isnt really completely solved but at least we stop giving each other cold shoulders... :)<br /><br />jing diao i'm done with it...! lol... but i still needa brush up! jiayou jiayou! for yao zu, matsuri are ok :D... and hong lou meng i'm almost done except for the specific part.. the speed... and sometimes produce squeaking sound... needa jiayou...<br /><br />and my cousins [zhen zong and the others] all know bout it oredi.. so drama... i only told one person cos i quarrelled with my mum and the next day almost all the other relatives know about it... but i have to thank zhen zong for giving me all the support and encouragement these times... :D<br /><br />now e prob is the clothes... i havent buy... and i dunno bout the shoes... like how they want it to be and all that... zen me ban? lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114922548105535661?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148973493557119892006-05-30T15:15:00.000-07:002006-05-30T00:18:13.570-07:00omg... i'm so crazy over the BOND album! lol.. i cant find it anywhere, and im too lazy to go down town hmv to get it... so i borrowed it from june... it's so~ nice can? lol...they're like my idols lors, esp gay-yee westerhoff... omg... lol... wish i could play like them lors...<br /><br />speaking bout all that, today no CO! and i thought i could skip or just be late for tomorrow's cos of the hospital appointment,... but i just realized that i got the dates mixed up... it's suppose to be friday when i get to go to the hosp... den i guess i'll miss the dry-rehearsal... i was reluctant about going for CO at first, but now that i've tried and prac the songs, i feel that i really wanna perform! lol... but im just sub lors... maybe i'll still have other chances.. lol... but think bout the conductor's face and attitude really puts me off... no escape, will be seeing him tmr.. but luckily huiling will be there... :D<br /><br />and im starting to miss hwee ee.. lol.. wanna catch xmen3 with her... on the other hand, june is always asking me to watch the movie with her... but erm... yea.. lol.. i'd rather watch it when hwee ee returns...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114897349355711989?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148908784855916082006-05-29T21:16:00.000-07:002006-05-29T06:19:44.886-07:00today grandma june and some of the aunts came over to wrap dumplings and all... so early... i was still sleeping then,.. it's holidays'! cant they start later and stop those racketing? and after that, i had amaths... BORING... i really dislike math alot... i cant help it...! :( and after that was CO... haiz,... so sian... it's like, no conductor, but there's teachers... wth lors... she wanted to listen to the songs before we leave and we had to stay back for half an hour more... i realized that 4 songs, i can only play 2... hong lou meng high pitch parts still cant get right and the jing diao i havent really started.. matsuri was the easiest... MUAHAHAHAHA! :P need more prac but tmr no CO and i hate my own cello... bobian le... have to tolerate the bridge... wish me good luck! i've still got 5 days to go! :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114890878485591608?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148789871788146012006-05-28T12:14:00.000-07:002006-05-27T21:17:51.866-07:00hey! went night safari last night! so fun lol... before that we went to expo cos my mum has never been to a food expo before... lol... headed down to mandai after that and guess wad? animals there are like so cute! lol... wished that i could carry a bat home! it's so cute! upside-down :)<br />bro was so excited that he tripped all over [but nvr fall... awww...] he tripped when we went to see the bats, when we walked pass the giraffes, saw the snake and watched the leopards... lol...<br /><br />got home like bout 2330... too beat to watch kang xi lai le... lol... still dreaming bout the bats there... lol... this morn ti orh orh and soon started to rain... so sian... actually thought of going down to maybe just walk around? but now... nah... it's a good idea walking in the rain, but im still down with flu... and now i'm coughing too... aww... IT'S HOLS! pray hard i'll recover soon?<br /><br />and yun guan called me yesterday... i'm in for the combined concert... = = but i'm so lucky... im just a sub... it's kinda rush, but i think i may be able to manage... there goes my study plans... *waves* and off i'll be practicing cello all day...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114878987178814601?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148656054717077442006-05-26T23:04:00.000-07:002006-05-26T08:07:34.803-07:00am i a failure or is it him? he's not at all a good father and never undestanding towards me and my needs. i know i did not do well for my exams and im already upset about it. i also understand that i have a brother to support when i grow up, of course that all the more made me feel stressed and disappointed with myself. but why must he rub salt onto my wound? his voice is the most unpleasant yet the most yearned, but his words are the most hurting and the spikes that plunge deep into my heart. i have to face him for the rest of my life. i really dont want to see him or hear him. but i dont know if i would regret... i was determined to ignore him for a few days or wadever...<br /><br />but he spoke to me moments ago... he said about his hopes on me and all that... i was moved but still mad and disappointed with him... he led me to many disappointments throughout all these years and is enough to let me hate him but why am i such a weakling to give in times and times again?<br /><br />i will jiayou... no matter what... for my brother and for myself. i wun let him bring me down. i doubt his ability. though he affect me, but not enough to totally crumble me. i know it's never his intentions to harm me in any way, but his not sensitive enough to understand that he'd already hurt me more than i can ever tolerate. he'll not hurt me anymore because i say so. he'll not be able to destroy my self-esteem and confidence anymore because i say so. he'll never cause me so much miseries anymore because i say so.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114865605471707744?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148551396960392122006-05-25T18:02:00.000-07:002006-05-25T03:03:16.960-07:00omg! school's finally over! but moments before, i was sending testimonials to people saying things like 'happy hols and have fun'... it does make me wonder if i can do the same cos I GOT FLU THE MOMENT I GOT HOME! damn!<br /><br />i was still thinking of wad to do this weekend and im not even sure if i can even step out of the house tomorrow... totally drained...<br /><br />tomorrow have to go collect report book alone... my mother aint going... so how? guess ms tiong will have to call her... wonder wad she'll tell her...<br /><br />sleepy... go slp le... hopefully can recover tmr... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114855139696039212?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148551054898099952006-05-25T02:57:00.000-07:002006-05-25T02:57:34.940-07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114855105489809995?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1148303168445383562006-05-22T21:02:00.000-07:002006-05-22T06:06:08.470-07:00school's almost over! cant wait... im like praying so hard that school end earlier but i noe it's impossible... wanna go back malaysia so visit my cousins again... =) it's gonna be so fun there... it's not as if everytime i go back there will be a bbq [like last time], but it's still enjoyable being with them... i dont get such company at home... but i think it's gonna be quite tough facing one of them when i get back,... but he's still ok recently... :D<br /><br />and... I KILLED MY IPOD! omg! i dont even know how i did that! i was just trying to restore it and *poof*... mati! i wanted to send it for repair but it's too ex... i'd rather buy a new one... now i'm like, back to the old portable cd player again... being so used to mp3, no matter how 'portable' the cd player is, it is still BIG!!!<br /><br />started playing audition recently, and so is huiting... it's quite fun... can kill time and there's nice [and not nice] songs to listen but it's quite dull at times... u'll be like, anything fresher?<br /><br />and it's coming june... i still think of shan though her d.a is on 29th june... still quite some time away... but i do miss her... and wei too... too bad i didnt take their photos... now that they're gone, i can only visit them though the fading memories we had...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114830316844538356?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1147687089164817772006-05-15T17:56:00.000-07:002006-05-15T02:58:09.176-07:00she moved around the room with grace, just like dancing. shadows of her flowing dress drifted on the walls along with her every movement. the euphoria, the new-found freedom, the lost-and-found freshness. she smiled as she thought of scene. the memory, the incident that set her free. she giggled, and the melodious sound echoed silently in the room. she's alone, but she's not lonely.<br /><br />worth remembering.<br /><br />she picked up a pen, the one that wrote many of her happy memories. now she's putting a happy memory in ink once again in the journal that she've kept for years. the happy memory that ended the ones before. she quietly replaced the white journal back to the drawer. before closing it, she took one more look at the journal, thinking that she might never see it again. but wait... a mischeivious smile cracked across her face. "goodbye to you, i'll not miss you" she whispered, pushing the drawer back effortlessly.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114768708916481777?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1147678028971812012006-05-15T15:25:00.000-07:002006-05-15T00:27:08.986-07:00omg.. got the papers back... since morning i've not been feeling well... stomachache and i'm always thinking of toilet... XD but well,... i've been feeling so since exams... nervous? guess so... anyway, bout the results... =X i failed 3 subjects! omg... chinese and a/e maths... i'm quite shocked by the chinese, but not too 'over'... cos i've not been doing well for chinese anyway... i thought i would at least pass borderline or something... but i failed by 2 marks... and my a/e maths... er... not much of trauma or anything... i didnt expect myself to pass anyway... the rest... not so good... chem, ss, hist, pgeog... just passed... and guess wad? same marks! lol... and bio...my best subject... =D so happy... got b3... but i almost fell off my chair just now when i saw my section b results... i failed...! lucky section a and c got high-enough marks to pull it up...<br /><br />strange... i feel so surprisingly calm about all these... but there is some disappointment lingering around somewhere... disappointment in the results cos of the effort i've put in, and disappointment with my dad... my mum understood that i put in effort and all that... she actually saw the hardwork i pumped in... i was so surprised when she comforted me... but now it's my dad... sad to say, but im starting to resent him again... when he saw my results, though he didnt blow up, he said i didnt put in effort and [put that bluntly,] faked studying with hwee ee... WAD'S THIS? i cant believe it... can he stop looking at the results and think of the process? i've started mugging for more than a month before the exams... dont tell me he've been blind for the whole month! OPEN YOUR PATHETIC EYES, YOU WRETCHED MAN! i'm saying this for the last time... dont make me hate you, dad...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114767802897181201?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1147583548218201752006-05-14T13:00:00.000-07:002006-05-13T22:12:28.230-07:00so sian nowadays... after exams like nothing to do... been hanging out with hwee ee these days and sometimes i do wonder if she's bored of my company [for the past few weeks been studying together]...<br /><br />and this friday finally got cello prac le... but it's so sad! i got hospital appointment on friday! ggrrrrr....! wth..?!<br /><br />and i'm like dying to watching da vince code... but it's NC... so unfair! mature theme... in wad way aint we mature enough to watch?<br /><br />and anyway, on thurs, supposedly to go to the beach with crapplez and huiting jieling... but ended up not going cos no one's in for the idea of getting dirty and jiasui and baohui got sc meeting... went to cs to take neoprints instead... it's like, the first time the eight of us taking the neoprint together... =) it's like... FINALLY! and all thanks to the neoprint taking, i got to walk around cs and blew my already limited savings on useless [but i like] stuffs... lol... and when i finally got my allowance the next day, i spent the money supposedly to be used to buy a capo with on miscellaneous things... wad can i do to stop myself from blowing my savings?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114758354821820175?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1146725445108792332006-05-04T14:50:00.000-07:002006-05-03T23:50:45.120-07:00havent been blogging these days... lol... exams these days den not much time to blog... wad else can i do these days? study... study.. study... it's so boring, and technically speaking, im just bloggin now cos there's nothing else to do...<br /><br />if were to talk about today's paper, i can only say im such a dead meat for chem... i wun wanna think about it anymore... and ss paper... :( but i think it's still manageable... though i dun think i'll score well...<br /><br />after the whole thing went tmart with beizhen for lunch =) and met hwee ee there... i'm meeting her tmr for studying! lol... im such study freak these days... i'm really chionging for exams lor... this is the first time i'm so serious and hardworking for exams... last 2 years slack slack... lol<br /><br />hmm... think i go slp le... last night nvr sleep well.. =)<br />p.s: happy birthday huiting!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114672544510879233?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1145959714395844302006-04-25T18:07:00.000-07:002006-04-25T03:08:35.153-07:00omg! yesterday a miracle happened... and today i had my guitar exam... i was so damn nervous...! lol... i hands trembled like mad sia... lol... but lucky it's all over...! i've been nervous since last night... =(and now i'm so anxious bout my results... pray hard i'll get honours!<br /><br />and i went to school after that... thought i can miss amaths test... sialang zai still kena... =( omg... and i didnt study for it... i'm in such deep shit recently... and during emaths lesson was so damn funny...! some people were cutting grass on e ground floor ma... and they're so distracting and loud... cant hear e teacher lors... and it's like, miss ong yelled down "excuse me, [blah blah blah]" but they didnt hear it... until tommy "helped" her... it was so damn funny... he yelled down "OOOIIIIIIIIIIIIII! CUT GRASS DE!"... weiting and i laughed our heads off sia... lol! and after that gary tried... i dunno how he got their attention,... but i only heard he say "YO! [blah blah blah]" it was so damn funny.. but the grass-cut-ter still continued lars... lols<br /><br />cos she's bittersweet. she knocked me off my feet. i cant help myself. i dont want anyone else. she's a mystery. she's too much for me. but i keep coming back for more. she's just the girl i'm looking for. THE CLICK FIVE ROCKS!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114595971439584430?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1145616271061345332006-04-21T18:44:00.000-07:002006-04-21T03:44:31.073-07:00<p>a random post... nothing to do... lol...</p><p><em>the silence, the eerie silence. i was alone, envoloped by mist, and nothing else. the darkness, the darkness so frightening evil. i heard footsteps and i turned to see your face. you were so far away. i blasted my lungs calling your name, but was overwhelmed by the sudden gust of wind. you were turning away, walking, further and further. i continued calling for you, but in vain. you never heard me. despaired, and i broke down. the rain poured, as if mocking my weakness and suddenly, you were there, smiling. that smile. the smile that never fails to warm my heart, the smile that always brightens my day, the smile that always comfort me during the storms of my life. the rain stopped and the fog cleared, and you held me close, whispering "hush, never shed a tear, for i am here. till death do us apart, be strong and we're forever"... before i could react, fog shrouded my vision, slowly, as if an invisible wall prying us apart. i understood that it was time for you to leave again. tears formed in my eyes as you gave me a weak wave good-bye and a faint smile. you were gone...</em></p><p><em>i woke up and the dream seemed to replay itself over and over again in my mind. "till death do us apart" i repeated times and times again. you are gone, marking the extinction of that only smile that can make my day. i miss you-</em></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114561627106134533?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1145605634353365372006-04-21T15:45:00.000-07:002006-04-21T03:45:51.186-07:00life's boring... what else can i do? but study study study? guitar exam's coming... on next tuesday... wish me good luck! =) and exams' coming... that made things worse... i'm totally not mentally prepared for it... but i noe i'll still have to make myself accept it...<br /><br />life's boring... except yesterday when everybody was busy studying for english, mugging like hell elavated to earth, i went jogging... and hung around the fitness corner for around 30mins just because i dun wanna go home... loitering? wadever... i'm like so slack... i <em>never</em> studied for english at all... i got home after the jog, bathe, watch tv, ZzZzzz... i bet i'll fail my english...<br /><br />tmr got amaths... sian... and hwee ee will be coming over my place to study =) and we'll be watching nas concert band's performance together too... =D cant wait...<br /><br />and i'm so in the mood of typing some silly stuffs.... maybe i'll post another entry later... =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114560563435336537?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1145184490324061652006-04-16T18:47:00.000-07:002006-04-16T03:48:10.336-07:00back from malaysia.. =) too bad it's only a few days' stay... i'll miss my cousins... and i'm real thankful to kexing for coming back for me this weekend... but i feel bad though... she missed a lesson on sat because of me... BUT at least we get to watch kang xi lai le... lols...<br /><br />friday was quite dull... not much happened cos zhonghong zheng keying had to go to school and only return in the afternoon... and i got fever when i got there... didnt even know... and i think grandma was a lil over reacting.. but i know she's just concerned... =) and because of the stupid fever, i cant go to the mall to grab some ice cream... went to keying's place and chat through the whole afternoon... like the feeling... it's always good talking to her... and kexing got back in the evening,... =D and it was fun fun and more fun...<br /><br />last night had bbq, celebrating grandma's bd... zhonghong, zhenzhong, kexing, keying xiaofang and i didnt really eat much... half the time we were bbq-ing the food... and joked throughout... lols... took loads of crap photos... and it's developed... =)<br /><br />i'll miss them...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114518449032406165?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1144934670951036012006-04-13T21:24:00.000-07:002006-04-13T06:24:30.990-07:00no time to blog recently... busy preparing for my guitar exam on the 25th... god i'm nervous... aural... i think i'm so dead... :( and well, today is international friendship day! to all my friends: "I LOVE U GUYS!" =)<br /><br />and it's sports day too =D with chung cheng high, dunman high and temasek... not in a v high mood though... unlike when was in sec 1... lols... but it's still quite alright... =) rained couple of times this afternoon and i hate those umbrella swinging left to right, and not to forget, up and down... sometimes just feel like smacking the umbrella off the person's hand... stay still! i wanna watch the competition! but apparently, the ones sitting in front of me are my friends...<br /><br />tommy was so funny this afternoon, cant stop laughing when he talk... sometimes it's not the content that's funny... but either the way he laugh or the way he say something... and the good thing bout him was, FREE FANNING SERVICE! lols... ok la... "thank you" to him for fanning me =)<br /><br />going malaysia tmr... till sunday... sianed... i love to see my cousins again, but i wun have time to study... especially when i had already agreed to meet hwee ee every weekends to study together... =(<br /><br />dun feel good now... but anyway, i'll just have to ignore it... wad else can i do? lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114493467095103601?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1144401752211024762006-04-07T17:23:00.000-07:002006-04-07T02:22:35.170-07:00suddenly the urge to blog, though i dunno wad to write here... but i'll probably just have to type wadever that comes to mind...<br /><br />tmr amaths make-up lesson... sian... have to wake up early again... but with or without e lesson, i'll have to wake up early too... and i hope hwee ee will be able to study with me tmr... it's better to do things in twos or group... but it also serves as distraction... but well, i need some anyway...<br /><br />and im suddenly so inspired to do better for cello! im guilty of not going for cello today, cos initially it was cancelled but the seniors only told me yesterday that it'll resume... like, wth? i've made plans with my family oredi! but feel bad for not going... i miss cello prac lors... but im so motivated to prac cello... guess tonight i'll be cursed for playing cello late into the night...<br /><br />btw, happy birthday, lup peng!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114440175221102476?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1144312287372968822006-04-06T16:30:00.000-07:002006-04-06T01:31:27.770-07:00story time...!<br /><br />we lived in a world of our own. it was a world so beautiful. where laughter, joy, hopes, trust, faith and love exist. the world live just the 2 of us and we're never bored of each other's company. and one day, we decided to play a game. to challenge the trust, faith and love for each other, see if we are really bonded by a friendship so strong that no forces can break. but misunderstanding occured. we started to build a wall, but wait. we each left a door there. building our doors side by side, and lived with the wall between us. on each sides, laughter and joys were no longer there. instead, sadness and distrust dominated the atmosphere. hopes died, faith wavered. but love for each other never faded. we both waited by the door, hoping that the other part would open it. we never had the courage to open the door either. but it was till a point of time, we both opened the door. and i hope things are cleared.<br /><br />i miss you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114431228737296882?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1144148593049145582006-04-04T19:03:00.000-07:002006-04-04T04:03:13.133-07:00at this point of time, im happy. happy that i'm too numb to feel anything. ignoring my best friend is something real painful for me and i never saw myself doing so. but i dun think anything can go on... i cant carry on a friendship when every blame is pushed to me and stuffs. as much as fengsheng hope that she and i would patch up, i do too... but i have to hold on to my principles... that's something that's built in me since i pick myself up from cousin and my father's 'shadow times'... i'll hate myself if i back off this time. if i give in when i know i should not and i dont want to, the friendship will be pointless, for the 'crack' will always be there. unless we all know that we have a certain level of responsibilities to bear for the recent incident, and we all really resolve this right from the bottom of our hearts. i dun wanna say or hear any 'sorries' that are said just to clear up the mess...<br /><br />i know i'm wrong too about the incident for being to quick to jump to conclusion and for doubting my friend. and im very apologetic about it. he trusts and care for me so much and yet i hurt him. no one knows the guilt and sadness i feel inside. and the anger towards myself. especially when he still forgive me and carry on things like normal or even better. but other than myself, i think that all of us have responsibility to take up, though she doesnt feel so. but now i dun think it matters anymore. but i still have her to thank for the past 8 month's time. the joy and hopes it brought. letting go hurts but holding on aches more<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114414859304914558?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143968038108220412006-04-02T16:54:00.000-07:002006-04-02T00:53:58.123-08:00dun think it can go on... so disappointed. it's coming to an end. i hate to say so, but it's coming to an end. 'goodbye' is the hardest word to say, but i have to say it. it's tormenting me. it's hurting me so much i dun feel i can concentrate on anything... i never wanted such endings, i'll do anything to save it. but i cant find any reason to save us now. im blamed for everything. yea, blame me, thank you. like mirror shattered, it's impossible to change or reverse things. i can pick myself up, but i cannot deny to sourness and the scar that's left in me. thank you, and so, good bye. for it can never be the same again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114396803810822041?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143722778619619252006-03-30T20:45:00.000-08:002006-03-30T04:46:18.653-08:00the second post im typing for todat, and it's just a random post to kill my time...<br /><br /><em>here goes</em><br />we were walking together along the sandy beach. your ever-warming hand had always had the ability to seek mine and we lost ourselves in the serenity of the beach, listening carefully to the song nature always sings best. we came to a stop, allowing the waves to lap our feet. we stared out to the beauty of the horizon, admiring the glow of the setting sun as you whispered to me, "this is our world, only for you and me"... nice and sweet, i thought. the sand warmed our feet, as well as our hearts but i saw a tear taking over the moment.<br /><br />i gazed at you, and you somehow always understand what i'm thinking. "nothing, i'm alright, but... i'm just thinking, if we can live this bliss forever. but i know this is not my home. not yours too" silence set in for the minute and i finally spoke "no, this is not my home. my home is wherever your hand will seek mine, wherever we feel bliss, wherever you are."<br /><br />you smiled. we're at home.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114372277861961925?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143719163429891252006-03-30T19:45:00.000-08:002006-03-30T03:46:03.446-08:00ok yesterday didnt blog cos i didnt have the time and i wasnt in the mood... was on rough edges with joleen and fengsheng yesterday when i was still having guitar lesson and i feel so damn upset and sad over it... joleen's words hurt, and fengsheng's ignorance struck me hard. for a time, i didnt even think i can ever talk to them again, but i feel that letting such things affect our friendship wasnt worth it... and talked to fengsheng to clarify things... it's over =)<br /><br />and today 2.4.. =( failed-- again... and back pain den had the medicine... but i had drug allergy lor.... eye swollen like mad... though now it's better, it's still swollen..! zhen me ban? i dun think i can recover fully by tomorrow...! =(<br /><br />excited bout tmr... watching concert at singapore conference halll with joleen tmr.. hehs.. i feel awkward bout some things but... forget it. anyway, i'm excited yet not so excited bout tomorrow's stuff... dunno wad to add...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114371916342989125?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143548443819438632006-03-28T20:21:00.000-08:002006-03-28T04:58:19.033-08:00omg! bio SPA today! disasterous! i was praying: no microscopes, and it came out! DAMN! now that it's over, i'm like, relieved and down...<br /><br />tmr'll be history test on either russia or china source based... sianed... i'm so not in the mood for mugging... just had a whole jug of water and my eyes feel so swollen and i feel like sleeping... lol...<br /><br />anyway, june had an operation yesterday and my parents are visiting her today, and i cant visit her, or rather, i wun really wanna visit her... yea, i admit, im real bad, and i dun feel the need to defend myself. i kinda hate her for wad she've done to me. that's a fact. no matter how much i try to explain, it remains the truth. but i do pity her. for encountering such things in life, for not having the courage to pick herself up and move on, for wallowing in self-pity almost all the time. i pity her. i wanna splash water on her, and yell: WAKE UP! stop being such a pampered and haughty brat!<br />yea, she dotes on me, but all came with a price, for i have to be there for her to humiliate when she's down, i've to be there for her to hurt so deeply when she's mad. not worth it. and i'm glad that i'm not the weakling i was anymore. i've broken free. but though i dislike her, i still wanna wish her early recovery. take care<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114354844381943863?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143461989221824922006-03-27T20:20:00.000-08:002006-03-27T04:19:49.253-08:00omg... tomorrow having bio SPA... sianed... and i'm like so nervous..! cells... please, please, no microscopes! i'll be spending a hard time searching for the cell... maybe search till next month oso cannot find... lols... yes, i'm that bad!! last time that cheek cell took me like, the whole lesson to find and focus it... but now i'm starting to suspect whether i'm really looking at a cheek cell then...<br /><br />school's boring, esp today when it's raining almost the whole day... morning dun even feel like going to school... such a nice weather, wasted... haiz.. and things aint really going well for me these days... something's not right, yet everything's alright... it's just a feeling...<br /><br />CO today was so boring... but the good thing was that the conductor dun really care if people are talking or doing other things when he's talking... today's like so goofy at the back row... zeng mei and i was making a fool and we laughed like mad... wanted to tell huiling what we did but we were laughing too hard that nothing came out from our mouths except "ha ha ha"<br />and after that, i was so embarassed... fusheng 'billard' me using his bow and i yelped- according to huiling- out loud... and omg... everyone turned to look... lols...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114346198922182492?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143287718578155992006-03-25T20:55:00.000-08:002006-03-25T03:55:23.933-08:00wow! a solid 5 hours spent on studying at starbucks! lol... first time ever i really study throughout...! =) but like omg-- i spent alot of money and i'm left with $10 for the next 2 weeks... =( i'm so~ broke...<br /><br />these days have been practising cello at home... abit sian but i'm happy... really love my cello... except for the bridge... and the strings seems to gonna snap anytime... perhaps the next time i tune it... worried sia... esp now no money to buy cello strings...<br /><br />and yesterday was hwee ee's birthday... bought her a mini cake and a present =) hope she like them =) really enojyed time with her and like, for the past 7 years, i'm real grateful to her for being there when i need her, and also being my partner in crime! haha<br /><br />also, my cousin underwent an operation... hope she's ok, though it's just a small op... she'll be going for another one on monday... =) and hopefully after that, she'll be back to normal.. =D ok-- i'm being optimistic here... heh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114328771857815599?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1143101788274277512006-03-23T16:14:00.000-08:002006-03-23T00:16:28.336-08:00i'm just so tired... i dunno why... but i cant sleep now... =( and i'm missing out so much! friends went to seoul garden this afternoon and i cant go just because my mum dun allow... and tomorrow too... they're going out and i cant go with them.. but anywae, there's owaes things to do... =) it'll remain secret till tmr..! =) i'm so excited over that, and i hope i get the timing right, or i'll look so dumb! heh... =)<br /><br />haiz... i cant stand staying at home... it's so~ boring... cant figure what made my mum wanna keep me at home... but anywae, speaking of my mother... quarrelled with her last night over some silly stuffs that i know will never change...it's no point quarrelling, cos no matter what, i will not change for her, and neither will she...<br /><br />this evening actually was supposed to go for the founder's day performance, but i cant make it so i'm so grateful to yantong for agreeing to replace me! =) thank you girl! =D<br /><br />stop here... not very in e mood to blog<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114310178827427751?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1142934871215478022006-03-21T17:56:00.000-08:002006-03-21T02:25:47.590-08:00pic: serenata IV concert at victoria concert hall-- xiaoxuan, hwee ee and i!! =) miss them loads<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5699/634/1600/serenata%20iv%20concert.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5699/634/320/serenata%20iv%20concert.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />joleen asked me to accompany weiting and her to the hairdresser's tomorrow, and i thought of trimming my hair too but my mum wanted me back home early... wonder what's her problem lately... so joleen, sorry for that... and i decided that i can go to the ones nearby my place... just this once... i still like the one joleen introduced better... though it's at bedok... love that place sia... love the reservior... it's not the beach, but it's something close to it... =) haiz... but i think i'll have to wait quite some time before i can go there again... i miss the time when ytq went there and crazed the whole day... haha =)<br /><br />i'm so lagging... i've not done my chinese wb and not studied for the idiom test... this goes on, i think i'll fail my 'o's for chinese this year... felt kinda nervous when i thought of the oral exam taking up 40% for the results...<br /><br />and today PE sucked... my back almost kena again... lucky i brought my medicine, or i'll have to go home again.. haha... but all thanks to the medicine, i felt like sleeping the whole day... except for recess time, i feel like sleeping sia... help!! i'm still feeling drowsy now... how to do chinese like that?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114293487121547802?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1142768732432023352006-03-19T19:45:00.000-08:002006-03-19T03:45:32.456-08:00dunno wad's the prob with my mum these days lars... pms-ing... she dun allow me to go anywhere and she claims that i'm always going out... wth? i'm always going out because i'm going to school! cant she understand? she signed so many consent forms, surely she'll know what i'm involved in...! i'm out there studying, not playing! wad the hell is wrong with her lors?... my holiday's completely busted by the school activities and what else she want from me? i'm going back to school every single day for lessons, and that killed my holidays... and not to mention that i'm drowning in piles of homework from the sicko teachers who thinks that the only subject we are studying is the subject he/she's teaching! they are so sick! suffocating me... with all these things, cant my mum entitle me a few days of REAL holidays? damn lors, nothing seems to be ok... worst hols i've ever had...!<br /><br />but anywae, hwee ee and i studied together since i cant go out... and at least we got things done...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114276873243202335?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1142294561907649582006-03-14T08:03:00.000-08:002006-03-13T16:02:41.936-08:00omg! i cant believe it! met up with joleen last evening before we went aljunied wee lee music studio to watch her cousin-in-law and his friends practice their songs... they're like so~ PRO! first number was my fave! i've been listening to it like hell before i left home yesterday! the song's "wonderful tonight"... sounds oh-so-classic? but it's NICE! i'm so learning that song! pester my teacher to teach me next guitar lesson... MUAHAHAHHAHAHA...<br /><br />live performance is so~ awesome! one of the guitarists is like, so amazing! cant describe but it's really, omg! and joleen even sang there... hehe... hao ren you hao bao... but i think i shouldnt talk more about it, or else she's still harp on what happened after that...<br /><br />anyway, after i got home, called joleen to talk and really had fun... it was a "wonderful tonight"! haha...<br /><br />later going for the drug lecture and having classroom painting after that.. i promised joleen to go see her classroom painting... well, i think i'll be classroom jumping later... heh... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114229456190764958?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1142179287140585172006-03-12T23:56:00.000-08:002006-03-12T08:03:13.313-08:00i cant sleep! so lets just type a post...<br /><br />today, it's just another typical day... like, what else can i do? i prac-ed cello and guitar almost the entire day--- except the afternoon when i accidentally fell asleep while studying bio... = = damn... i'm starting to feel like i cannot live a day without cello lors... gosh, im obsessed! i missed it terribly during the camp! happified when my mother-- e all time sarcastic woman --said i improved!! gee, honestly, I KNOW THAT TOO!! hahahaha...<br /><br />last night-- my guitar string burst and i spent the whole hour (supposedly to be used for practising) to change the whole set of it... some of the strings rust anyway, why not change it all? heh..<br /><br />this morn.. freak! woke up at 0630 and the first thing i thought of was CAMP! went jogging with weiting and had breakfast together... had fun with her... and evening met up again cos she wanted to roller blade... borrowed her mine and i just tag along to be the mobile support... there was this slope-y slope-y area and weiting almost slammed into one of the beams... muahahaha! den after tt went back the fitness corner and we hang around and sing songs like crazy.. haha... guess the couple who went there were frightened off by us... heh;-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114217928714058517?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1142066132134081382006-03-11T16:35:00.000-08:002006-03-11T00:35:32.466-08:00came back from camp le!! so happy! let's talk about the camp!<br /><br />day one-- i was so damn reluctant to go sia!! dun wanna go anywhere... the thought of going for a camp in another country simply put me off. and thought it's gonna be like so sianed... cos im not with my best buddies... but soon got there and had an outdoor cooking... had fun but thought it was like so troublesome... and a hike later to the waterfall... omg! so fun! walked like an hour or so there and i love the waters! starting to miss it... lols... all the walking and bumping into things was worth it! the waterfall is beautiful! and during the hike, some stuffs happened, but wun be talkin bout it here... night, had blindman's trail... the sky was baeutiful! nothing close to what i see everynight in singapore... the sky was clear and the stars were prominent... omg.<br /><br />day two-- woke up early in the morning and bathed... alot of people were complaining bout r1's morning work outs... woke them up and actually same here... but i guess i was too tired, i slept back after i woke up... lol... later had loads of water activities... so fun! and enjoyed every single bit of the time... well, night-- thought it was gonna rain but it didnt... damned-- i bathed early cos it thought campfire's cancelled! it still resumed but i had fun... =) talked to my friends after the campfire and even took a walk with weiting round the campsite...<br /><br />day three-- im home, here typing... i still miss the waterfall and the nightsky...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114206613213408138?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1141645696118248602006-03-06T19:48:00.000-08:002006-03-06T03:48:16.236-08:00i've got my com back! so happy... but all came at the wrong time... cos y? im having 2 tests tomorrow, and i havent study... return of the com= no studying... dito. u got that right... tomorrow's test, im a dead meat... and well, lets just say that i'll do better only if i squeeze in some time for studying...<br /><br />and well, ive got a weird feeling, and bug me all the time since like, friday? but other than that, nothing else... i've got piles of work waiting for me and i dun feel like doing... like chinese letter writing and all that... i mean like, who write such subjects? and now, people hardly even write letters... what's more in chinese? but well, it's work and ive gotta have it done...<br /><br />erm... nothing else... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114164569611824860?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1141203110830127832006-03-01T16:53:00.000-08:002006-03-01T00:51:50.886-08:00so long nvr blog le... my com's down... and i havent got the time to send it for repair... so anyway, the summary of wad's up these days...<br /><br />life without com's BORING and INCONVENIENT... i havent been able to do anything without it... not that im paralysed without it... but it's just that there's a real big restrictions to the things i do...<br /><br />and i made a penpal from aus, called nina milne, and omg, it's so cool! just that i have to snail mail her... which like, will take weeks before the mail gets to her...<br /><br />recently, cello teacher was replaced with another... and initially not very used to it and sometimes feel the new teacher's really troublesome and boring... talk a lot and all that, but after time i think she's alright... =) and the sec1 juniors are here! 8 of them! all girls... pity jun yan... heez... think it's gonna be so fun... yes, i'm real enthu bout it... ;) and i recently sent my cello for alteration again... it'll be back today... hopefully though... if the bridge's not filed to the correct height, i'll have to wait another week... damn... pray hard no!!!! lols...<br /><br />and yesterday, while doing 2.4, i injured my back again... and i didnt have the medications with me... den went to the doc's and home after that... i missed out alot... but weiting helped me with those... =)<br /><br />gotta run-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-114120311083012783?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1139660818114443882006-02-11T20:25:00.000-08:002006-02-11T04:26:58.273-08:00today started off well, but dampened in the afternoon... no-- it wasnt raining... i would had brought my umbrella... ok, it's not funny... hwee ee and i went out today to study for the upcoming tests together... things were going fine here,... and we headed to starbucks where i later dirtied my pants...! and i had to buy a new pair to replace it! damn! i just got my allowance this morning! and i bombed off like a quater of it on the pants...! bo mood for studying, we went window shopping... how pathetic can tt be? because of that pants, i cant buy the slippers i intended to get! haiz...<br /><br />now im alone at home... staring at the screen again. my parents and bro happily having dinner outside... lols... sounds pathetic? but im happier this way... need time for myself... to study and to do my own stuffs... no one's there to hinder... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113966081811444388?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1139391347720702172006-02-08T17:34:00.000-08:002006-02-08T01:35:48.026-08:00actually, im feeling lazy.. but after reading joleen's blog, i actually agree with wad she said about a certain issue that i got this urge to type in something...<br /><br />since school reopened, i feel that life is, too, breathless for me... as if i cant afford to stop for a moment to catch up with myself. im so~ tired after school everyday that i feel like just simply dumping everything aside and allow time for myself to day dream to do wadever stuffs that i can actually do in the past. i look forward to weekends, but it's proved that it's not easy too... i mean, im still rushing like nutters studying, doing homework and other miscellaneous stuffs... by the time it's all done, im too beat to do anything but to sleep... i thought that it'll only go on for a short time, but well, apparently, it aint gonna be... and there's nothing else i can do but to catch up and try to adapt...<br /><br />so, it's not only joleen feeling so... but.. i think joleen more cham... it's more like i owaes feel like im myself. i never change and i dun feel so... but for joleen, i cant help thinking that she cant really get a firm-enough-grip of herself... all the more this made me feel guilty, cos initially we 'on' going triple together and now, she's alone to face all those stress and all that... and i cant really be there to help. yes, friends, but the fact that we're in different classes does 'block' each other out a lil... feel bad that i cant be there to help her share all these burdens directly. though i did try to help, i feel like i can only help her more of in the emotional aspect, but cant help her solve the problem...<br /><br />----------------------------------------------<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113939134772070217?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1139228768300927162006-02-06T20:41:00.000-08:002006-02-06T04:39:48.070-08:00today, feel better... =) after days of "blowing up", i feel like i've most of e anger and frustrations i bottled up for some time's gone with it too... but there's still some problem... when i think of what my brother did, i find it hard for me to sleep at night, though i noe there's nothing for me to fear of... i just keep thinking to it and i feel all the frustrations and anger up again... but that's only for at night. i cannot help it...<br /><br />and well, there's some probs going on between joleen and fengsheng, but the matter's settled, yet so unsettled. brought up some unhappy things for me, but i think i can shake the feeling off soon... it's not a very big impact on my life, but i cannot deny how the effect affected me. but well, that's past for a long time, and i wish it'll never be raked up again...<br /><br />anywae, today, got CO till1830... and i was totally sianed... the conductor talk alot, and some songs i dunno how to play... and i cannot study geog at the mean time... that's wad im most angstic about... tmr's test! damnit. and i was more of oredi rushing home to study geog, i was beat. i was tired. i need rest more than anything, some time to myself. and the neighbour's kid ran over and just yelled, "HEY! HAHA STUPID LA!" i dun blame the kid but im exhausted! nvm... lols... wad's important is tt i've got my rest and all tt.. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113922876830092716?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1139125347727296552006-02-05T15:45:00.000-08:002006-02-04T23:42:27.790-08:00today things are better... im still pissed at my brother, cos im starting to feel tt he's e root of everything... im pitting myself against him... i noe it's not right to do so, but tt's like, the only outlet for all the anger im cooping up... im seriously angry that i almost fling some nasty comments straight into the 'anonymous's face (the one who tagged at joleen's blog)... but i figured tt if i were to do so, he/she would probably just jump off a building and i dun wanna be responsible for the death.<br /><br />the situation is "not forgiven nor forgotten"... and wad infuriated me further is... EVERYONE DUN SEEM TO ZHONG SHI ME...! u noe, i bought chocs tt i intended to makan yesterday while studying... but i went out for weiting's birthday thingy, and the studying plan is pushed back to today... and FUCK to all, my bro and my father. first, my bro finished my meiji choc without my permission. not to mention IVE NOT FORGIVEN HIM for yesterday's incident, i would had just slashed off his hands if i werent rational enough... how could he? and my that @#$%^@#$^ father opened my other box of choc without even asking me, and asked me, "i got choc. u wanna eat?" HEY, ASSHOLE, I BOUGHT TT! some respect here please! oh wait- how pathetic can this get? im even pleading for respect? FUCK off to tt statement. maybe just another push, i'll go up to the extend of LABELLING MY PROPERTIES<br /><br />phew, feeling better.. but i'll feel best if i can yell all these comments straight into thier at faces<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113912534772729655?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1138878016295037672006-02-02T19:01:00.000-08:002006-02-02T03:00:17.306-08:00lols... listening to as long as you love me by bsb... mad listening to it since yesterday... cant shake tt song from my head the whole day... hahaa... and well, today's not v eventful and im not v in the mood for blogging... cos i think of tmr den sian diao le.. chinese lesson... geog... eng... amaths... SUCKS! can someone just offer a swop? i'll go for any lesson to replace them... BIO! CHEM! but tmr's like a science-less day... the lessons tmr's like-- either im not interested in e subject, or the teacher just SUCKED at teaching... who dares say that no teachers teach like shit. boring. dry. make u wanna slp!<br /><br />today, lunch went to tmart... initially was just fs huiting and i... but after tt huiling and jiasui joined in... and ended up connie joined in too... i was fine with it... just that... fs was quite upset over it... but things are ok now... =)<br /><br />and after tt joleen helped me with my maths... =) happified... lols... at least i manage to understand some stuffs though im still not done with the hw... =) -end-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113887801629503767?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1138784687700207722006-02-01T17:05:00.000-08:002006-02-01T01:04:47.750-08:00well, went to malaysia on monday morning, and was so happy...! lols... finally going back for cny, and the trip was fast! lols... got to grandma's place by around 0730... early right? freaked... and anywae, when i got there, my cousins were all still sleeping and my bro went to wake them up... and after waking zhonghong, zheng and yiwen, i went to keying and kexing's place to wake them (yes, again...) and after they're done with their stuffs, we went to grandma's place again...<br /><br />by then, zhonghong was wide awake and playing computer games oredi... and we went to watch him play lors... for quite some time before we sit around and chat... lols... den it's awhile after that when we thought of taking pics together but zhonghong die-die dun wanna... lols... so we video cammed him instead... lols...<br /><br />soon, yenling and zhenzhong came and zhonghong, zheng and yiwen left... =( i wasnt tt close to yenling and zhenzhong... i mean, we're on talking terms, but not that type when we really joke like mad and do the craziest stuffs together... but soon dunno y (think it's cos of keying...) we chat like mad, joke and stuffs... haha... really had a great time... =D<br /><br />and well, went back to keying, xing's place at 9++ and we about to watch KINDAICHI, when i feel really uncomfortable and puked like mad... throughout the night lors... any idea how mad i was at myself? I MISSED THE LAST PART OF THE SHOW COS I WAS PUKING! wtf! songben run so cute lors... but i was too busy vomitting... >_< damn!<br /><br />and anywae, tuesday came home le and nothing much larx... i slept the whole afternoon... shuanged... and tt's almost all... =)<br /><br />today, nothing much.. just tt i had amaths test, and good luck to me, i dunno how to do any of the qtns...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113878468770020772?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1138461020001066452006-01-28T23:10:00.000-08:002006-01-28T07:10:20.133-08:00ok-- today is a completely boring day... wanted to reward myself by sleeping 12 hours full... but i woke up earlier... =( and the whole day was very dull.. nothing to do, and ive been online practically the whole day and ive got nowhere to go... but den around evening we got ready and went east coast park there for reunion dinner... this year's the first year they didnt cook... and actually, it felt better... lols... LONG BEACH... and hell yea, that place is beautiful! i mean the beach right outside of the restaurant... omg... i love the beach sia! reminded of the time we celebrated joleen's birthday at pasri ris beach...! it was just so fun.. but for today, it wasnt... everything seem so... dead... the chatter and laughter that used to be there were gone... wad's left were them putting on airs and all... everybody's so cold toward each other... no, we're not a family... i dun even feel like it... being there was like so awkward,... they have their own world, and i have my own... we've practically nothing to say...<br /><br />but now, i dun care,... since im home oredi!!! im at my most comfort lors... but dunno how to spend the whole night... maybe pia beer with my mum or something...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113846102000106645?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1138350958968426802006-01-27T16:36:00.000-08:002006-01-27T00:35:58.983-08:00today's a total boredom... it's cny clelebration at school... wasnt v eager bout it... but anywae, there was guzheng performance... that's nice though... and den jiasui huiling weiting jieling and i walked 'round e field at the stalls... and DAMN- bought loads of stuffs... i didnt intend to buy things but ended up like wad, i bought a whole bag of it...! shyt, im bloody broke... so much for the new year celebration... but still, im happy with the candle holders! though huiling said that they're not worth it[like, it's not v nice to them]... lols.. and the 2 pig figurines... lols... nice... and this disney piglet "candle"... lols... well, terry and huiling managed to psycho me into buying it... =P haha... though bought many things, im broke...<br /><br />intended to slp for the whole afternoon but i forgot my mum wun be bringing my bro for swimming on fridays anymore... means that i wun have the whole house to myself! almost as soon as i got home, she have been asking me to do stuffs for her... not that im complaining bout it, but it's like so damn frustrating when she's calling me almost every few minutes for this and that and blah blah blah... and i can expect the same thing for tomorrow...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113835095896842680?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1138277543863658792006-01-26T20:15:00.000-08:002006-01-26T04:12:23.876-08:00yesterday have got like, nothing to say... but today, yitianqing went out together as a group for the first time! lols... and wow... like, i didnt expect our first outing to be for fengsheng's hair cut... initially, joleen[qing] cant go cos of some school stuffs... was quite disappointed, i wun deny... im not gonna lie straight through my teeth that i wasnt, and like, that's how everybody would at least feel! the only thing is that how u react to it... and well, i thought i had to respect her, i noe it must had been real important to make her cancel it.. but tian and i still went anyway,... but before we left, qing said she could make it!!! OMG i was like so damn happy... =) and well, things were really high for us...! haha... after the hair cut, we went to the reservior to take photos and videos... it was like so damn funny!! lols..! and i hope that tian will load it in e com...! lols...! and yea, he did... i think i'll be mad watching it! haha...<br /><br />and before the haircut, i forgot to mention that tian was "sincere" enough to ask me to help out with his apology letter to mr f... and haha... i peppered it up with all those stuffs and even made the letter sounded as if mr f was v narrow-minded.. tian consulted ms ho before copying the letter and she said that he should omit that sentence... but he didnt... lols... in fact he was hoping that he could add more stuffs to provoke mr f... lols... good luck to him man,.... dunno how mr f will react reading the letter...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113827754386365879?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1138096106386679882006-01-24T17:50:00.000-08:002006-01-24T01:48:29.500-08:00paiseh... havent been online these few days... =( and so, the post will be a lil longer, cos i'll condense the 3 days' happenings into this post...<br /><br />sunday-- almost a typical boring day, cos i was stuck at home facing tt bloody asshole whose everything about him makes me sick... and to think i still had to have dinner with him, and still have dinner with him for every weekend... that's one of the reasons why i would wanna go for dinner with my friends if i were to go out with them on weekends... but guess wad? after my dinner, joleen called to tell me something real great! =) den at night, i was almost a knock-out when joleen suddenly asked me to call her... and it was bout yi tian qing... =) yi tian qing's BORN! lols.. =) i thought of going out with YTQ and all the typical stuffs friends do when we go out... and i think it's real cool and great, and i really cant wait for tt to happen!<br /><br />monday-- lessons was a total bore... but it's nice during history...! lols... i mean, at least that's the only time i study with part of crapplez and jieling... and i havent been really talking to joleen[qing] since monday... since the YTQ chat on sunday night... and im feeling weird bout it... i havent found a chance to talk to her lors... instead, ive been hanging out with fengsheng... i mean,... i dunno... i just feel weird?... lols... maybe i should just shake of the feeling... and today's my first time at the co orchestral practice... omg... i was so damn nervous! i cant do anything... my hands were totally jellied and palms are sweating like mad... at times i almost drop my bow... i dunno wad's got into me... like, there's really nothing for me to be nervous about... but i just feel that way and stressed out... i got home late and dad's already at home, and he was surprising caring to me on monday... and i feel so freaked out by that... i didnt ponder too much bout it, and i bathe wadever and it was like around 2000+ and i was so beat and had to do tons of pages of geog... and i thought of telling someone bout the CO stuff... thought of calling qing cos havent talked to her e whole day, but she was having tuition... den i called tian instead... really felt relieved and good after talking to him... i mean, he's really good to talk to... cos he's back to his cheerful self... =D<br /><br />today-- almost the same as monday... just that there's no CO... and yes, i havent been really talking to qing... and im still bugged by the feeling... it's not overwhelming, but it's just there... will try shaking off the feeling... i mean, really, there's nothing bad going on between us, so there's nothing for me to feel weirded about... i think i'll go do my homework all tt le... b<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113809610638667988?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137853403061429682006-01-21T22:25:00.000-08:002006-01-21T06:23:58.680-08:00today, i guess i was too excited, that i woke up every 2 hours in my sleep and well, guess wad? i finally got up at 0830.. i purposely wait till my parents and bro went out for breakfast before i get out of bed.. lols... i did all my part of the house chores, and i wait for joleen to come over... didnt expect her to flag a cab over to my place...<br /><br />anywae, we chat awhile before leaving and i was oredi so damn excited bout the whole shopping thing, though im not the one buying... [cos shittily, i brought a pathetic $20 with me] met jieling there... she was the earliest... and well, she was in her 'uniform'... berms and tee... joleen and i were wearing skirts... when jiasui arrive, she wore a skirt too... den i was, like thinking, shit, how come everyone wearing skirt... jieling how? lols... den i think next is huiling... gdi!! she was wearing JAY de bball tee...!!! walao... so nice lors!! and like, i want it!!! and den was weiting... she was in skirt too... huiling was e only one in jeans... jieling got someone to accompany liao!<br /><br />baohui later came, and we went to somerset heeren there... actually, thought of looking up jeremy... but he wasnt in... he went overseas... jer was smart to hire a cute and nice sales assistant sia...!!! ivy-- must remember... lols... and y e hell he remove the dessert shop???? anyway, weiting and baohui they all bought stuffs from jer's shop... omg... e one baohui bought was so nice, i was so envious!! i would had bought it if i had e money!! lols... and joleen bought a halter from mambo... lols... and the their shopping list goes on and on... lols...<br /><br />and later we went to cine long john's for lunch... lols... i help baohui buy ma... den i ordered 2 combo 1s... den i requested 1 set have the drink changed to ice lemon tea, and one set top up with additional fries... lols... and sdf!!! the person up-sized almost everything...!! the drinks were gigantic!! the 2nd time stuffs like that happen to me!!!<br /><br />den we walk around, go far east shop den we were quite sian le... sit around at subway to rest and den move on to paya lebah... they go this fas to get their stuffs, and bored me to shyt... there's practically nothing for me to buy-- at all... and guess wad? we saw qiyang there with his family... =)<br /><br />had dinner at coffee bean, and den went home after that... saw chun hwee on e mrt when we were on the mrt from city hall to paya l... and i think i saw him again on e mrt back to tamp... rarely see him,... but huiting keep running into him... and the point of saying that is,... HE'S JUST LIVING A BLOCK AWAY FROM ME!! and huiting's living like a few streets away!!! lols... but who cares anywae?<br /><br />feet damn tired todae... =( and had coffee... think cant slp le la... haha... and damn... i cant 'escape' from the house chores tmr...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113785340306142968?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137753050609052732006-01-20T18:30:00.000-08:002006-01-20T02:30:50.656-08:00today, lend ashlee simpson's album from weiting... i am me... nice.. =) ive been listening to it the whole afternoon while doing me homework...!! lols... i was sleepy when i was doing my work but quite 'awaken' by the songs... lols... at least they're loud enough for me to stay awake... lols...<br /><br />and actually, today is just another routine day... almost everything's the same everyday... wad a boring life im leading... actually, it's more than pathetic... it's only better on the weekends cos ive been going out almost every weekend since school reopened.. and those are the only days i look forward to... lols... and tomorrow, is certainly one of them... im seriously excited bout tomorrow cos im going out with joleen and the others... dunno baohui going anotx... cos she told me that she might not be going... and well,... things will be early tomorrow... they are thinking of lunching together, so they wanna meet at 11... damn... so early...!! joleen's still coming to my house at 10 before the meeting... omg... den i guess i'll probably have to wake up at say 8 to do the chores?? =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113775305060905273?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137669990199726392006-01-19T19:30:00.000-08:002006-01-19T03:26:30.243-08:00lols... today, it's a sdf day!! i commented to jiasui and huiling tt someone is a sdf and jiasui seemed to be so obsessed with that word... lols... and well, actually nothing v eventful today except that i got jiasui to be my tuition teacher, and well, i went over to her house for e maths tuition... actually, nvr really tuition anything much... i just went there do my hw and we chatted, ate and i left...<br /><br />and something damn awkward!! i bu xiao xin called her brother uncle!!! damn... next time go her house will be so~... lols... = = anyway, not in mood for blogging...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113766999019972639?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137579396871457792006-01-18T18:21:00.000-08:002006-01-18T02:16:39.096-08:00it's a miracle! yesterday, had PE with joleen's class and joleen and i partnered for the shuttle run thingy...! it's almost a total waste of time, when we still had to experiment on this and that, and we had to run our lives like nutters for the experiment we dun really even give a damn to... well, i ran till my butt ache and giddy... lols... and felt damn hungry den... haha and a miracle happened... baohui and i finally talked... =) and i was like, so damned happy... but im not confident about it... im not confident tt we'll stay this way... i mean, since p5 till now, ive not had any major fights with any of my frens, and even if it's just a quarrel, the air clears almost immediately, and feelings dun turn sour... but baohui and i... the whole thing just felt uncomfortable...! but anywae, today joleen is totally stressed out (to me, i think so)... im really really concern bout it... i really think the class is really too bochap toward her and the whole class event.. like wadda hell? my class is not united, but i think things is quite ok, but wad is making her class this way? will sparing her a few minutes to get the project done and over with but so difficult? e old 2r2 [05] was easier to handle, cos even if we bochap, we owaes knoe tt things will turn out ok in the end... i really miss r2!!!<br /><br />JAY'S BIRTHDAY!!! =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113757939687145779?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137409308206098522006-01-16T19:04:00.000-08:002006-01-16T03:01:53.026-08:00lols... going out on sat... probably window shopping for me... ive been spending like mad recently, i asked weiting to help me safeguard some of my money to keep me from spending...! but anyway, sat... crapplez jieling and i going out... probably orchard... and well, yea, most probably baohui's going... things may get awkward for us... but wun let things dampen the overall situation.... things turned rather sour for us since the day we had some arguements... well, cant help it from happening, but i do hope things will clear up soon, though it doesnt looks like it...<br /><br />and omg... jieling asked me to help her charge her ipod,.. and i accidentally removed all the songs from it..! but luckily she said it was ok.. but still feel guilty bout it...<br /><br />tmr nooraini de bd... =) but didnt buy present!!! im like, too broke to buy... all thanks to the overspending these days... =( think i need a plan on how i spend the money...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113740930820609852?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137319213467059502006-01-15T18:00:00.000-08:002006-01-15T02:00:15.216-08:00yesterday, accompanied joleen and weiting for a hair... and well, i ended up trimming my hair in the end... lols... spent money like mad yesterday... by the end of the day, i was left with 5 bucks in my wallet... =( and keying came yesterday... the night before she said she wasnt... but she still came and i had to rush home... but we really had a great time... talked about loads of stuffs last night... really loads... i was so happy... but im still upset over my headset... i mean e mp3 de la... i accidentally dipped both earpiece into the water... =( spoiled...<br /><br />today, went out to anyhow shop and i bought new headset... e type ive been wanting to buy... and ive finally got it! heez... and keying went back soon after tt... i think maybe it's better this way... cos the longer she stays here, the more upset i'll be when she's leaving... anyway, before tt, we actually walked home from tmall... =D drag time and chat all the way back... heez... we'll be seeing each other again 2 weeks later! but i dunno is i go back malaysia or she's coming out here.. =) i really think we make gd girlfriends... lols... same goes for joleen huiling jiasui weiting and huiting jieling they all.. =) hehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113731921346705950?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1137147919546343472006-01-13T18:26:00.000-08:002006-01-13T02:25:19.610-08:00heys, back! sry nvr cos have been mugging over a maths... =( well, i've been doing revision almost all the time, cos i really have to... really wish i could slack around like sec 2 tt time.. and the revision didnt really work for my amaths... it still sucked the same... but for others (excluding emaths,) are quite alright! lols... =)<br /><br /><br />tuesday<br /><br />holiday... didnt go to school, tot it would be perfect, but ended up having a quarrel or a misunderstanding, or wadever u call it, with baohui... i wanted to borrow liao zai from her, but she couldnt cos she havent finish it... so i went around asking other people... they helped me to ask others who have to see if they can spare me 30mins with the book... but they ended up asking baohui (yes, again)... and i think tt agitated baohui, or maybe she thought i was testing her or something, but overall, i think she's just sensitive towards the issue? she smsed over to sort of "confront" me... but everything was over, was ok after tt... but guess wad? the next day she completely ignored me! i tried talking to her, and i treated as if nothing happened... but she just totally shut me out... and honestly, im pissed by tt... wad else she want me to do? but wadever, ive tried my best, and if she really wanna ignore me forever, im ready to do the same...<br /><br /><br />today<br /><br /><br />tests! lols... but it was fine... only for the chinese... the emaths de... im such a goner...! =3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113714791954634347?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1136711138531845942006-01-08T17:05:00.000-08:002006-01-08T01:05:38.570-08:00today, went out with joleen to toa payoh to get my chem and eng books... but sadly, IT'S OUT OF STOCK! damn! cant seem to find them anywhere! but den anyway, we went to buy stationary... im like, a sucker over pens and paper clips... yes, foolscap and files as well...! hehe... anyway, i bought 3 pens, 1 box of paper clip (my old ones rust like hell) and a stapler (so far, almost every stapler i used never last through 6 months..! and den, joleen brought me over to her house... and it's -WOW- the typical dream house! i mean, the place is so beautiful! there's even place for you to star gaze at night! and i especially like her attic!! painted in a very rich blue... it's really nice...!! even for her room, study room, and omg the toilet..! we sneaked to her parents' room... not really supposed to, but she wanted to show me the "wow-ness" of her parents' place... damn, it's gorgeous! walk-in closet, and the cool toilet..! wa seh! so awed, u know? i stayed for dinner... her sis cooked,... and i thought it was nice,...! heh... and den went home after that... took cab... v paiseh to have them paying for my cab fare... =3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113671113853184594?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1136548048525605002006-01-06T19:50:00.000-08:002006-01-06T03:47:28.536-08:00gosh, i really feel that there's real problem with me... i was minding my own business, doing my revision, watching tv or wadever, thoughts strayed and i suddenly feel so down... and out... and lost... i dunno wad's wrong with me... i mean, there's nothing for me to be upset about... i just feel as if there's a feeling in me supressed for a long time... i dunno wadda hell to do with it, or how am i supposed to deal with it? everything just feel so... wrong...<br /><br /><br />and to think a source said things are meant-to-be... and yea, to think i believed this crap...<br /><br /><br />i need a break! im totally distracted, i think i'll need the weekend to clear up the mess...!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113654804852560500?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1136459327352026312006-01-05T19:10:00.000-08:002006-01-05T03:08:47.370-08:00today, joleen mc... sick... hope she gets better... =)<br /><br /><br />life's in a mess for me... cant adjust to the new time table well, a maths like shit... i cant even get non-linear simultaneous! im dead! im starting to regret... regret that i took a maths... i knew my maths was weak but i went ahead, still... aint i courting for death? it's driving me insane! it's still the first week! the third day! im oredi regreting! wad will happen to me for the rest of the year?! god help!!!! and yes, i feel like im drowning!<br /><br /><br />but at least crapplez and huiting jieling planned something nice... =) they brought me to pasta mania for lunch, and i really had a great time! i really love the present they gave me!! =) and i should had known-- joleen bought it... wow...! real happy this yr,..!<br /><br /><br />thanks guys, for all u've done for me...! really appreciate it, and u are the best!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113645932735202631?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1136093762073693182006-01-01T13:52:00.000-08:002005-12-31T21:51:49.850-08:00heys, back to blog... these few days hadnt been eventful, except that on friday, i went back to school to get my books, but i only managed to get 2 of them-- chemistry and geography workbook... arranged to meet with huiling and we went to popular after that to see if we could get the remaining books, but damn, a 'no, sorry' for me... but huiling was able to get some... =) and well, we went to times aftertt, cos i wanted to get some books... yea, and i bought a walk to remember by nicholas sparks, and kiss the girls by james patterson.. both are book published years ago, but i still bought them, cos sadly, i missed them... and well... initially i wanted to get notebook, by nicholas sparks but it was OUT OF STOCK!!! and well, i got to know about the booksales warehouse, and i went there yesterday.. and bloodyhell,...! i didnt manage to find any book by james patterson and/or nicholas sparks! but i got others... mostly thrillers... and well, i oso got a vcd there! only at 7 bucks! liar liar... i watched it last night and i laughed like mad... i swore i heard my mother yelled for me to shut up last night! ok-- i'm getting abit bookworm-ish these days... but wad the heck? lols<br /><br /><br />and i was so mad at my father yesterday... bro accidentally spilled water from the flower vase and he actually hit him! he was MAD! verbally! damn him...! what was so serious that my brother did that deserved such a beating? he even yelled at him, scolding the worst things tt people can ever scold...! f... him man,..!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113609376207369318?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1135742188848598732005-12-28T11:57:00.000-08:002005-12-27T23:54:57.866-08:00i was browsing through times yesterday, and i happened to find a book which i found special. of course, i bought it to read, and it deeply touched me. message in a bottle, by nicholas sparks.<br /><br /><br />an extract of it read,<br /><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"></span><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">dear theresa, </span><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">can you forgive me?</span><br /><br /><br />she laid the letter on the desk. her throat ached, making it difficult to breathe. the overhead light was making a strange prism of her unbidden tears.she reached for some tissue and rubbed her eyes. composing herself, she started again.<br /><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"></span><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">can you forgive me?</span><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">in a world that i seldom understand, there are winds of destiny that blow when we least expect them. sometimes they gust with the fury of a hurricane, sometimes they barely fan one's cheek. but the winds cannot be denied, bringing as they often do a future that is impossible to ignore. you, my darling, are the wind i did not anticipate, the wind that has gusted more strongly than i ever imagined possible. you are my destiny.</span><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">i was wrong, so wrong, to ignore what was obvious, and i beg your forgiveness. like a cautious traveler, i tried to protect myself from the wind and lost my soul instead. ... i knew i should have tried harder to stop you. but most of all, i was wrong to deny what was obvious in my heart: that i cant go on without you. ...</span><br /><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"></span><br /><span style="FONT-STYLE: italic">garrett</span><br /><br /><br />wun go on with the other parts, and i know it doesnt really make sense from here. but reading the book once, you cry at the end, but reading it twice, it makes you cry all the way from the starting till the end. it's really , really touching... =) and i think i'll only be leaving this post here in the blog for awhile before removing it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113574218884859873?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1135498131273793232005-12-25T16:10:00.000-08:002005-12-25T00:08:51.466-08:00heys! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! lols... [not very in the mood to blog...] and well, went out with crapplez[without joleen =(] yesterday... quite okie at first, later abit sian... but in the end still ended nicely... lols... at least i bought wad i intended to get... lols... a shirt... the shirt's not something i love, but it's something i'll wear! lols.. and my mum was like shaking her head when see saw the shirt... she expected me to get a tee... lols... i got a sleeveless... lols... argh, dun care... since i bought it oredi, cant return...! anyway, yesterday just wasnt a very ok day for me... it was so budget! when i left home, i realized i only brought $10... lols... but i took another 20 bucks from my father's money [which is with me]... and well, killed off $10 for lunch... heartache sia... lols... with just $20 how the heck can i get a nice shirt for new year? [but managed to pull it off]<br /><br /><br />well,... i think tt's tt...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113549813127379323?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134977491038020062005-12-19T15:31:00.000-08:002005-12-18T23:31:31.056-08:00well, these few days are real boring... and like yesterday, it was jasmine [cousin] de birthday... and we had to have dinner together with my aunts and june... it's so boring... i never enjoy time with them... and tell u wad, their observation's damn suck... like,...? i've got my hair rebonded for about half a year, and my aunts only noticed it yesterday... and june kept asking about my cello and guitar stuffs... and ask shit questions like, which you think you're better at, etc... if i answered guitar, she'll say stuffs like, "really? den u perform for me la..! den can see your skills good or just hoax" but if iwere to say cello, she'll probably reply something like, "u sure or not? u just started it like months ago leh...! den liddat your guitar must suck lors"... either way, she still get to be sarcastic... but i answered guitar still... and i was right she said the exact thing...!<br /><br /><br />dun feel like bloggin le... bb<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113497749103802006?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134795783078624012005-12-17T13:05:00.000-08:002005-12-16T21:03:03.096-08:00gosh... the class allocation list was out last night, and i was put in 3r3... god... i'm alone sia... 3r1 baohui joleen and weiting, 3r2 huiling jiasui jieling angeline... 3r5 huiting and fengsheng... walao... none of my close friends are with me... ='( and im stuck with the people whom im not very 'on' with... im not even sure i'll really hit off well with them... guess wad? i might be a loner in the class, but i was hoping i'll say, make friends? besides, i'll be with them in the same class for 2 yrs... i seriously need help!! cant really take the news, and i dun feel like taking it in...<br /><br /><br />though i believe that shanliang and crapplez de friendship will be strong, i still feel bad about this stuff... =( and btw, shanliang and crapplez, wanna have a study group or sth like that next yr?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113479578307862401?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134732696159127202005-12-16T19:33:00.000-08:002005-12-16T03:31:36.176-08:00went bowling with huiling jiasui baohui weiting and jieling today... so fun... shoulder stiff... lols... and i was so lan... jiasui tyco anyhow throw oso can get 1 spare and 2 strikes in a row... haha... and well, baohui and jieling's junior came along too... lols...<br /><br /><br />and today i woke up with my eye 'zhong'... didnt cry or anything,... and the thing is only one of my eyes 'zhong' sia... den look very weird... well... today not very in the mood for blogging... i so guess i'll stop here<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113473269615912720?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134642456516069782005-12-15T17:30:00.000-08:002005-12-15T02:45:10.493-08:00heys, today finally got cello prac le! lols... but the whole day very sian...! guess why? i learned a new piece... gimme a rose... lols... song wo yi zhi mei gui hua... lols... the song not bad but listen too much i abit sian... lols... and well, the sianest part is that i just started to prac den the teacher ask me to play with the group... i was like wth?! and indeed, i cant catch up, and i cant even play the notes... i mean, i'm not very confident playing with the group of them... no confident= cant play well... but anyway, i'll try to prac more at home... but i sent my cello for another alteration, and i need another week before i get it back... so frustrating! i really really really want it back asap!!! lols... but i've got another prob to take care of!! my guitar...! i cant do a barre chord... i try like mad, and even got my index finger zhong... i still cant do it!!!! ARGH! so frustrating...!!!!! wadever!<br /><br /><br />backache from all the cello-ing... lols... and got a stiff shoulder... haiz... but well, worth it... but had fun today... cos we played the table soccer... lols... stacia was so high sia... lols... hahaha... her reactions make me wanna laugh sia... I BLOCKED LEH! lols... so funny...<br /><br /><br />bought books today... so many books out of stock... ='( and btw, the 5 fact thing bout me is at the bottom...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113464245651606978?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134643304692696732005-12-15T17:25:00.000-08:002005-12-15T02:41:44.706-08:00okie, ppl, im doing this for huiling... i hereby present you guys FIVE FACTS BOUT ME<br /><br /><br />#01------ im a total sucker over clothes and shoes<br /><br />#02------ i tend to fail miserably at things im not confident at<br /><br />#03------ i like bear hugs! but please dun steal a bear from the zoo to hug me...<br /><br />#04------ sometimes i sing SO LOUD in the bathroom that my mother threatened to seal my mouth... due to my awful singing, i assume<br /><br />#05------ up to now i still cant differenciate ginger and garlic<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113464330469269673?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134382347810135172005-12-12T06:10:00.000-08:002005-12-12T02:12:27.826-08:00yesterday went for a concert at singapore conference hall with huiling hwee ee and zeng mei... =) it was good... haha... except it lasted longer than i expected... lols... anyway, before that hwee ee accompanied me to return the book affair book- overdue by a week... honest- it wasnt intentional... but the lady was kind enough to pardon it... =) and well, i got back my 9 bucks... =) and went about buying presents... and i spent arnd $20 already... not including the concert tix... damn- i just got my allowance yesterday! well, the worse thing is, after the concert, huiling zeng mei and i actually went to sakae sushi for dinner!! we were craving for chawamushi... ok, face it-- it's just me and huiling... zeng mei was dragged there almost by force, cos she didnt have any objections to it...<br /><br />today, i spent the whole afternoon reading james patterson's four blind mice... nice... my favourite author lors... but i think i cock-eyed from all the reading... btw, the book's a week overdued, too... im in a mess man...! lucky that i manage to finish it... i need more of james patterson's books!! cant he write faster?? that's one wish i have... sure love his alex cross novels... hehe... ok, im book-ish today...<br /><br />im memorizing xiang cao ba pu...!!! fengsheng, jiayou to u! im almost done with that song... same goes for si mian chu ge too!! lols...<br /><br />and today's my aunt's birthday, and honestly speaking, i cant be bothered to wish her a happy birthday... i dun like her, and im sorry for that... i know she treats me well, but it's a fact that she's bias... comments like this hurts? yea... but physical treatment hurts more... dear relatives of mine, if u guys think this comment is bad enough, think again of how u've treated me, my brother, and my mother... nothing can change the way i think of u guys... trust me on that... the damage u've did to me is permanent<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113438234781013517?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134223641469285382005-12-10T22:09:00.000-08:002005-12-10T06:07:21.486-08:00today fs came over to help me fix the com... but it wasnt completely ok yet, but still have to thank him! thanks for the effort and all that... =) but anyway, he didnt know how to come over my house so i went to bring him over... i bought luo zhi xiang's CUI MIAN SHOW...! omg... finally... thinking of it for days! =) i like qiang si qiang si sia... lols... hehehehehehehehehehehehe... and erm,... zi wo cui mian too... almost all la...! and guess wad? i bought another mr bean vcd... = =|| for? killing time esp tonight... lols...<br /><br /><br />and anyway, fengsheng help me load alot of stuffs... though more than half of the progs he installed are greek to me... lols... really grateful lors... hehe... =) anyway, my com loads of probs la... like, dun have language bar or wadever....<br /><br /><br />dad sent fs home den we went changi for dinner... crab... so long nvr eat le... lols.. and i got my jacket dirtied... tmr concert cant wear... borrow from huiling... will feel cold..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113422364146928538?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1134030972879037722005-12-08T16:36:00.000-08:002005-12-08T00:36:12.896-08:00yay!! my com's back, but i've only got internet... the other stuffs are still not installed... i shall talk about tuesday before i start with today's happenings... tuesday, joleen came over my place, but i went to interchange to meet her up... i was early, and well, she was late by a lil... but i shopped while waiting, so it wasnt that bad... lols... and i bought famous amos cookies!! and also chocolates...! anyway, after joleen arrived, we were kinda hungry and went to sakae sushi for lunch... lols... and talked quite alot there... =) hehe... of course, the meal's quite ex too... hehe...<br /><br />and after tt, we went back to my place, and played with the make up stuffs and henna!! my henna rocks sia... love it loads... and after that, we went for dinner... at pizza hut... omg... i've been spending alot!! tuesday was a real expensive day... lols... and my mum rebonded her hair!! [and i feel weirded when i was walking beside her yesterday]<br /><br />today, i got my pc back, and there was some "problem" with the modem, cos i cant install it in... so my dad and i brought i over to boon keng for repairing or testing, but it ended up that it was the driver's problem...made my dad and i went all the way there just for the driver?! but anyway, now that i can go online, im happy enough oredi... =) i think there's nothing else to fill in about except that im still damn upset over my cousins' departure!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113403097287903772?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1133496230305078152005-12-02T12:05:00.000-08:002005-12-01T20:03:51.020-08:0029th and 30th nov, i've been doing nothing but playing cards with my cousins all day long, but surprisingly, the days pass real fast... and it's fun too!! cant believe lors... for most of the time, i dread to think doing the same thing for the whole day... and yeah, i forgot to add in that on wednesday, keying and i went to the mall to return my book... [and i wanna thank the auntie for extending my due date foc..., cos i havent finish my book yet!] and we went to missha after that... actually just thought of say, maybe keying would wanna buy something, but i ended up buying alot myself... lols... spent a bomb, but it's worth it barhs... and well, guess wad? i love missha de lip gloss! stays on for hours!! lols...<br /><br /><br />1st dec, went to pulau ubin with my cousins... =) just my cousins,... seems like it ended up with nobody wanna go... lols... it doesnt really matter though... understand some are real tired or lazy to move... honestly speaking, me too!! but since my cousin requested for it, i'll go with them...! it was fun, but tiring... lols... we spent alot of money on that day... $20 for 4 bikes, which werent even comfortable to sit on [and caused my cousins and i having butt-aches], and we spent much on water... lols... not as fun as the time when i was with r2, but still fun lors... at least we spent the day well,...!! lols... as for today, dun feel like going anywhere cos of the post-ubin-aches... lols... cousins going back on this sun... she bu de... here for 2 weeks, and i really enjoyed it... except for some times with xiaofang when im really irritated, it's ok... and well, it'll be back to the boring 1-person show again... haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113349623030507815?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1133181889627208322005-11-28T20:44:00.000-08:002005-11-28T04:45:09.763-08:00omg... i asked jovian out today...! lols... initially i just play-play ask him out for ah fang... but omg, he agreed... hmmz... wanted to ask fengsheng along, but he got guzheng camp or wadever,... so sianed... when my cousins and i got to the meeting point, i thought like maybe giving him a call and hiding from him might be fun... lols... but aiyah, u noe lars... i too fat he saw me quite soon... then it was so sian but funny after that... on the train, ah fang and jovian were standing miles from each other, and keying, kexing and i thought that jovian would be very bored... den we talked to him lors... keying was like so direct, she asked him "wad you think of ah fang?"... erm,... i think she freaked him out or something, he seemed to be shunning keying afterthat... keying asked him if he was afraid of her... *long piak* he said yes... lols... den we were laughing all the way to avoid awkward-ness... lols...<br /><br /><br />anyway, we went orchard and den walked aimlessly for quite alot of times, and end up at the exit,... walk into some shops to well, shop... went to book store after that, and omg... the comics were so~ ex! i wanted to buy lors... but so ex,... how can i buy?? i didnt even buy jay chou de mag/book cos it was too ex!!! I REGRET!!! i shouldnt have thought so much then!! i should have just bought the book/mag!!!!!<br /><br /><br />den, we went yoshinoya to eat,... jovian "dieting"... watched us eat all the way... lols... and it was so~ quiet... lols... it's so uncomfortable... den we've got nowhere else to go, we went home... jovian went queenstown... lols... and i think that was it for that...<br /><br /><br />we got back to tampines, and bought some ice-cream, but it sucked... the fixing process was so messy and the ice-cream werent good... >=P and i think that's it for today...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113318188962720832?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1133063286247368962005-11-27T11:49:00.000-08:002005-11-26T19:49:14.013-08:00havent been going out since we got back from the chalet... yesterday, we spent the whole day in front of the computer and tv... after that, only around the evening, when we went to changi beach... had dinner there and we had solid great time... i was so high man! i shared mp3 with kexing and we sang like madness while keying and ah fang played bubbles... with my bro of course!! =) well,... it was definitely more fun compared to when i'm im alone with my mum at the beach, but time there with just my mum is solid quality time... =) but there with my cousins were really cool... a new experience, a new feeling... =) kexing and i were like lian ti ying (stick body babies, very loosely translated)... lols... kexing and i took bus home while keying ah fang bro and mum took my dad's car... lols... quite unfair, yeah??<br /><br /><br />anyway, we got home and watched jay chou's 2004 concert vcd... so cute sia!! i forgot the last time i watched it, but definitely is that the impression it layed on me got better...!=)<br /><br /><br />this morning, actually we had nothing much to do but to go online and do nothing.... keying is now practising on my guitar, ah fang right beside me watching me type this post... kexing neh... lols... watching cartoons... lols... not a very big hoo-haa... but something ive not really seen her done... lols... and well, im organizing a trip to pulau ubin this coming thurs... =) anyone interested? currently, jovian, fengsheng, weiting, qiyang, jieling are going... huiling not sure, jiasui havent reply... baohui and huiting cant make it, joleen feels lazy to go... lols... JOLEEN!! GO LARS!!! lols... heez...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113306328624736896?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1132981289989757282005-11-26T13:03:00.000-08:002005-11-25T21:01:30.003-08:00heys, went chalet on wednesday, thurs and fri... quite fun actually,... a pity i cant stay for the first night... those guys were having fun!! =) envious... and i got my cello back... better than ever (i wonder if i've typed these in in the previous post, but wad the heck?)<br /><br /><br />on thurs, my cousins and i went to the escape tpark... and i started the days rather bad, cos i was rather mad about some stuffs... i hoped it didnt affect the others mood, but i still think it did... lols... sorry, guys! and den we went separate ways while im still mad (need cooling down, you know?) my cousins and i went for the pirate ship first, and we sat twice... dunno whether it was cos i was still angry, i didnt feel excited bout the ride, and i was putting on a solemn look... like, u noe? wad they call gek sai bin... den went for alpha8... i knocked my head loads of times, that i feel damn dizzy after that... and then, went for the flipper or something, and it was the only ride keying had fun and yelled (although wad she yelled was un-glam)... lols... a fang puked after that ride and missed the others... i felt better and went to look for joleen those guys and went to the haunted house... fengsheng and jovian were great to take lead, but so "great" too to put me as the last person... "thank you", guys! lols... and anywae, i was on the verge of puking afterthat, but i still carried on taking of the wadever pepsi thing,... revolution thing with my cousin... throughout the whole ride, i was holding on to my pocket... (cos im afraid my cellular wud fall out)... after that, went to take the inverter with joleen those guys and i sat with keying... we could hear the others screaming and yelling like madness on the other end, while keying and i were the steady ones... we didnt scream, didnt yell throughout the while thing... instead, we were chatting!!! lols... the second ride on the flipper was with joleen... had so much fun!!! haha... and well went back to chalet after that...<br /><br /><br />feng and jovian huiting were sleeping when we got back,... and we chat and play cards lors... lols... and then bbq... =) damn... a fnag was bugging me all the way (and joleen, you should noe about wad!)... feel like spanking her... not that i dun wanna tell her or anything, but she ask me ask till i pek chek oredi... and she keep talking about him... lols... throughout the night, we played the game of life, and after that, we went macs to grab a bite... joleen slept after that, and was left with keying kexing and i... played card throughtout,... and den went home the next day,....<br /><br /><br />friday wasnt eventful, cos we slept all the way... =) that's that,... bye guys!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113298128998975728?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1132796944435406692005-11-24T09:50:00.000-08:002005-11-23T17:49:04.450-08:00lols... paiseh for not updating my blog... reason? my cousins are here and im doing my part as a tour guide... so, ive been running around all day long... lols... please pardon me for that... =)<br /><br /><br />and anywae, for the past few days, it had been great! on sunday, my cousins came around in the afternoon... and well, after that, we actually chatted for a damn long time... late into the night... and well, that's that for sunday... [it's real boring....]<br /><br /><br />and on monday, i brought them to bugis parco... =) the first thing we got there was tako pachi... lols... and afterthat, we realized no one brought tissue and we bought a whole dozen over of it just for the sake of one packet... lols... and well, it just cost 95cents so actually im quite alright with that... and we bought choco and chips too!!! well, we went shopping [window shopping] and the only thing i bought was a taka pendant... =) the one on promo??.... u know? it's the crux one... wanted the angel one initially, but the salesman told me it was out of stock... damned... but wadever... im still happy with wad i got... =) we took neoprints too....!!! im lazy to put it up... heez...<br /><br /><br />and tuesday, it was totally boring... but ok-- it's not as boring as that... we got up too late to go anywhere [i promised macs breakfast but we overslept...] and we ended up watching initial d and ping qiong gui gong zi... lols... still quite ok lars... but just bored cos we didnt go out...<br /><br /><br />wednesday... CHALET!! but i feel so out of place... lols... cos for some reason my cousins aint really enjoying it... and i think there's some point of time when some of them feel awkward... so it just feels totally weird... lols... and i feel so guilty actually, for making joleen and all that to pei he me cos of the schedule... i've got guitar last night, so i didnt stay overnight there... felt so envious when i called them and heard all the fun they were having... but im like, happy enough!! im gonna go escape with my cousins later!!! and im trying to save time by speed-typing this post... lols...<br /><br /><br />and guitar...!! i think i just need more prac, and i can sit for my grading le...! and i got my cello back last night!!! so happy.. but im rather sadded too... my bill boomed all the way to $103.01 and i dunno why... i just cant figure out y i have to pay so much when i didnt exceed the calling time limit... it's all bull shit i tell ya,... even changing of my plan cost me $30...!! sucks...<br /><br /><br />stop here before i lose control over the bill matter... wun be updating till friday...!!! bb<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113279694443540669?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1132403216224424122005-11-19T20:28:00.000-08:002005-11-19T04:26:56.236-08:00omg... 3 days nvr update!! no wonder feel so empty these days... lols... anywae, lets track back...<br /><br /><br />thursday-- jiasui huiting huiling and baohui came over my place... actually, i asked jiasui over to teach me how to fold roses, but ended up she suggesting inviting more people over to party... and yeah,... huiling brought her wang zi bian qing wa vcds over... guess she just bought it?? yeah... we watched the first few epi, but think there's some prob with the vcd... or was it my cd player?? lols... i dunno... anywae, after that, we ate chips and half way through, baohui's phone went missing!! omg... looked high and low for it... under the bed, till even my pillow storage... lols... but we ended up finding it in the vcd box... lols...<br /><br /><br />friday-- cello prac... 9am till 5!!! madness... i got up too early and went out early as well... and i thought like, drop by tmart to get coffee... and i found that TEENS published their new mag...! omg... it's JAY CHOU!! lols... after that went to school... practice alone... while the others practice together... sobs... lols... but i like solo prac better... lols... i slack outside oso nobody noe... haha... anywae, after that, break... went to mac for lunch and i was so damn full!!! feel as if i cant move, not to mention play cello later on... and huiling dropped by 7eleven to get the teens too... and i bought more mags... lols... and well,... after that it rained... panic man!! cant let jay chou get wet! cant let my phone get wet!! end up back at the cd shelter feeling damn cold lors... i got home sneezing... but the next day ok le... lols... anywae, yunguan was teaching the bass and suddenly blew up... actually i thought of reading a mag or something cos i've been practising too long and was so~ bored... but seeing her that state, i thought i better not push my luck... lols...<br /><br /><br />and todae went out with hwee ee... lols... went library... and after that went pasta mania for lunch... I REGRET!!! not only i spent off 10bucks, i was damn full!! and feel so fat! -ok, im fat- anywae, after that, we thought that we havent been taking neoprints for quite a long time so we just decided to drop by awhile for some shots... lols... and we went over to starbucks... chat and slack there... =) and well,... saw huiling and her parents... lols... i waved like mad and for a second i thought she saw me and i waved harder and i ended up making a fool out of myself... lols.... she didnt see me, and the people around me stared at me lors... lols... and well,... zhong qin was doing filming todae... she dropped by starbucks but hwee ee and i just minded our own business... yeah... think tt's it... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113240321622442412?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1132126310329950592005-11-16T15:35:00.000-08:002005-11-15T23:31:50.343-08:00todae, it's like a typical sian day... supposed to have cello practice todae, even planned to have lunch with huiling... but ended up 15 mins or so before meeting time huiling sms to tell me the practice was cancelled... and so was our lunch... doesnt mattered much... just that i was already in my school u.. rather lazy to get changed though...<br /><br /><br />and todae, my cousin, june, called my grandpa... tha't just fine, though... until she asked to chat with me... i was sianed by that thought... i didnt wanna... but since she was bored and i was bored, we chat anywae... rather pissed off when she requested me to bring my cello over for <em>her</em> to play... ok- get this... not that i dun wanna, but no.1, im not really fond of her that much... no.2, cello's heavy... im much put off by the idea of carry it to <em>her house </em>for her to play... wun she just come my house and save the trouble? i'll even serve her my favourite coffee! =) haha...<br /><br /><br />speaking bout cello, i'm bring it for alteration todae... it'll be back on next wednesday... i'll miss it!! i hope it wun drag on and on like what happen to my cello stand... i really need my cello back to prac lors... i planned a schedule... hehe... <span style="color:#ff0000;">madness...</span> to train up on my cello-ing skills and improve my maths and english... madness... i've been reading books like <span style="color:#3366ff;">nerded</span>... damn... that's so unlike me... but at least i enjoyed it though... =D<br /><br /><br />grade II guitar... and im only able to play 1 piece.. pathetic... i needa brush up... ever since i got into cello, my guitar slacked alot... HELP!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113212631032995059?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975221.post-1132050716847877022005-11-15T18:35:00.000-08:002005-11-15T02:31:56.866-08:00yesterdae went out with xuan to the library... it's like almost months since we last went out together like that... anywae, i bought loads of stuffs... like... glass bottle, some paper stuff, a guide book [and to think i bought it... it's a revision guide for a maths... a lil too early, eh?], and an embriory set... it's cool!! and i finished it todae! and it's actually quite big too... i'm kinda proud of it... since it's my first time making that stuff, and i did quite a good job... hey people [crapplez & shan liang], next time i'll show it to ya... =D<br /><br /><br />and well, todae really nothing to do except making the emboiry... nothing else... so sianed...<br /><br /><br />tmr got cello... abit sianed and dun really feel like going... excuse may be cos my cough is still on? so i'm rather turned off by the thought of going to school... but cannot lars... jay chou rocks... =)<br /><br /><br />somehow dun feel like blogging now... so i'll be ending here...!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8975221-113205071684787702?l=yingz-lame.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yingzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17307184234045876194noreply@blogger.com0