well, it's nothing much these days, except for an unpleasant incident that took place on saturday night... i was so damn mad and upset over it la! and esp cos im alone with my bro at home, i felt very helpless lors... and i called up some of my friends for help... i knew hwee ee was busy at the concert's but i was just trying my luck... she didnt pick up and i called joleen.. same thing... and then fengsheng... he just said he was busy and said can talk though sms... but when i smsed him, he didnt respond to it lors...

the memories of the previous quarrel's still fresh in my mind, but i cant help but feel upset and disappointed with fengsheng lors... for leaving me when i need help the most... maybe i'm not being a considerate and understanding friend, but i just cant help feeling so... he knows about my situation, yet he didnt try to respond to my calls of help... though hwee ee was busy, she still called back to ask me what was up while fengsheng didnt even ask about it the day after or anything...

i dunno... im in a mess now...