im in a damn bad mood since i got home... not that anyone have offended me, but it's just my father... for the past few days, my dad havent been working cos he's sick... and it's quite convenient cos i was having apex pracs from monday till yesterday [though i didnt go for some], so i got to go home later... but mum told me that he'll be working today, and i thought of going home early to revise or something, only to see his bloody stinking face... im dying if this goes on... i cant stand the sight of him! put it simply, he disgusts me... i hate eating with him, i hate sitting near him, i even hate living with him...
eating: he BURPS so loudly that it is impossible for me to not hear while eating w/o covering his mouth[and not even saying 'excuse me'] and when he gets food or soup, he's like washing his filled-with-food-and-saliva spoon in it! it really makes me lose all the appetite...
sitting with him: he talk too much, make too many comments and those are really offensive ones...
living with him: i have to put up with his stinking temper and all that... when he flares up with me, i'll just walk away... but he always complains that i always lock myself in my room when he lectures or nag at me... what he expect me to do? that damn old man! do i just stand there to let him humiliate, to destroy my self-esteem?
i hate him! bleah!